The City Baker's Guide To Country Living

How's that for a title!? When it popped up on my Pinterest, I added it to my hold list at the library. I didn't need to know a single thing about it. The cover made me long to curl up with a Hallmark movie and my favorite blanket. (Don't judge me! It's that time of year; and with the pandemic, I just long to start the Christmas cheesiness that much earlier. I haven't/ But... probably shortly after Halloween!)

ANYWAYS! The cover that came in on my copy was nothing like the one I had viewed on Pinterest; but the story didn't disappoint in all it's cozy goodness. It did take me a little bit to get really into this one. (Maybe because I hadn't completely shaken off my thriller haze from The Woman In The Window?) Once I did? I gobbled it up in a couple of days.

The premise? A baker in a prestigious Boston Inn is advised to 'take a break' after she accidentally lights the establishment on fire and hightails it to small town Vermont to escape to her best friend's home while she figures out her next steps... which all end up leading her into the heart of this quaint little town. Full of laughs, heartache, and family (not to mention some romance), this book was as delicious as a book about a baker could be.

This book made me want to be in small town Vermont. Especially as I look out my window and see all these leaves changing. I wonder what it would be like to experience the change of seasons there, to experience a holiday season there. This book felt like a hug. Seriously. If you like warm and cozy, or if you're itching for that Hallmark movie marathon? Give this one a try!

Next Year In Havana

I went into this book not knowing anything about it, aside from the fact that it was historical fiction, and took place during two different times. I suppose that is not exactly going into this book not knowing anything... I more mean that I placed the hold from our library knowing only that it kept popping up on reading lists, and on facebook groups I have joined for readers. I could tell within ten pages that this was a book that would have me hooked; and I was right. This was a book that will stay with me long after I have finished it. For me personally, great historical fiction is a story that draws you in enough that you want to learn more about the time period, movement, or historical figure. Next Year in Havana more than fits the bill. I found myself constantly looking up pictures and facts on google to better picture the environment Marisol or Elisa found themselves in; or to better understand the background history of this incredible story.  

Piqued your interest yet?? If you are a historical fiction fan? Be sure to pick up this treasure. The story has two main characters; Marisol (present day) and Elisa (1958-59). Elisa and the rest of the Perez family are essentially forced from Cuba during the revolution, and are considered exiles as they flee to Miami under the rouse they are merely taking a vacation during tumultuous times for the regime. Fast forward to modern day, and Marisol is taking her first ever trip to Cuba to spread her beloved Grandmother's ashes in her homeland. She is tasked with finding the perfect resting place for Elisa, with no hints whatsoever as to where it would be. 

This story alternates between Marisol discovering the beauty of Cuba and savagery of the regime; and Elisa loving and living during the revolution. Marisol has always heard stories of Cuba from her grandmother and great aunts; and she sees Cuba through more than one set of eyes while she visits. Wanting to love the country, to feel a sense of belonging, and finding herself repulsed by the government's treatment of the citizens. You can draw parallels between Marisol and Elisa throughout this beautifully written novel. 

The part that chilled me most was reading the narrative of Marisol in modern day Cuba. I have visited Cuba on more than one occasion, and have heard stories of (essentially) escaping Cuba, and all the red tape that surrounds that process. However, this book truly opened my eyes to the lifestyle of the Cuban people. How restricted they are to be 'free'. How many still live in constant fear. Had the revolution truly changed things for the better? All the blood spilled. Opinions of Batista and Castro.. it makes you think of how fortunate we are to live somewhere like Canada.. and also how little of the recent history of Cuba we know.

This book had me yearning to see Cuba and visit the sites Marisol and Elisa describe; to look under the layers that are placed there for 'wealthy' tourists. It's hard to reconcile the Cuba we have been exposed to with the Cuba Cleeson writes about with such passion. To be made aware of the unrest there, even today. 

I loved this book. What more can I say?? 

Reading experiment - Pay it Forward

 Alright. I know I haven't been blogging lately. It isn't as though I haven't been reading. I've been reading LOADS more than I normally do! (I seem to recall mentioning how daunting it would be to get through 4 books from the library in 3 weeks. I managed... and also read another I had borrowed from a friend in that same span of time. So.. 5 books in three weeks. I was a little proud! My next stack is due back on the 26th.. three weeks for another 4. It's been less than a week, and I'm done two already!) I just haven't felt the desire to sit down at my computer and discuss these books. For that I apologize. It's not as though I haven't enjoyed my reads - because I have! Every single one of them.

However, I am going to try to get back on it.This morning I signed up for a book exchange that may or may not prove fruitful. Many people are critical of these. I, however would be happy to wind up with one book someone else thought was SO good they had to pass it along to a complete stranger. I happily sent off a copy of The Night Circus (which I have mentioned before!) to the recipient listed for me. I would love for it to pan out... but I am skeptical. (I mean, we live in a world where you kind of have to be these days, right?)

Anyways! After checking posts on some of the other reading groups I am a part of; I came across a post asking if anyone ever threw away or burned (I'm not kidding!) books they didn't like. I'm going to be honest... I was slightly appalled. I have read books I haven't enjoyed. I've read a few books I wasn't even able to get through. But.. to throw them away? Or BURN them?? Um. No. Just no.

We live in a world where every person has their own opinion. And just because I didn't particularly enjoy a book (because you can't enjoy them all!) doesn't mean someone else wouldn't love it!! (I mean, I couldn't get through 50 Shades, despite trying twice. I still don't get what all the hype was about! But - there it is! TONS of people LOVED it and raved about it. It just wasn't my cup of tea!)

I (of course) commented that I will give my books away. I am the type of person that will donate unwanted books to a library. Someone will find it and think it was great... or they won't, and hopefully they pass it along until someone loves it. ANYWAY! I came up with the idea to do a sort of "pay it forward" with books. (Something I as a reader would think was incredible if I came across it!)

I have gone through my bookshelf and removed the books I know I will not read again. I didn't have strong feelings of dislike for any of them. But. I know that I won't relish them being in my library going forward. I have a small stack sitting on my table as I type this, with notes inserted in the first few pages. What are these notes regarding?? Well! They are NEON and say in all caps at the top "TAKE ME HOME". My idea?? I am going to leave these books in random places in the next week or so for people to find and take home for their own enjoyment. How is this paying it forward? I also implore the people that pick up these volumes to do the same. 

Just think.. we ALL have a book or two that will forever collect dust. How would that small act of kindness improve your day?? I know I would be super excited, and would certainly comb my shelves looking for a book or two to leave for someone else. 

Maybe this experiment will fail... maybe it won't. I have also included the address for this blog on the bottom of the notes. I truly hope to hear from those of you have have in fact picked up one of these books! I'd love to know what you thought... if you did pay it forward. If you couldn't be bothered (which could happen, and I'm not judging!), or if you just left it somewhere else after deciding it would just sit in your own home! Take a pic! Where did you find the book? I'm simply brimming with curiosity and I haven't even left my first book behind yet!

Today, we are expecting thundershowers. I am only slightly crushed that I won't be able to leave these books out today. I will be posting pictures and an update once this mission has been completed!

Did this inspire you to start this in your own city or town?? Leave me a comment, include pictures!! I'm on a high just thinking of the smiles this could bring to my fellow readers! (Upside of the rain???? I might be able to find a few more books to leave! Who would have thought it would be so exciting for me?!)

Stay safe, everyone!!!!!

Little Fires Everywhere

First of all; let me tell you that I got my first library haul since the pandemic on Thursday last week!! The libraries here aren't exactly "open", but they have curbside pickup available with an appointment. So, I waited until I had a stack of books awaiting pickup, and asked my husband sweetly to pick them up before coming home one afternoon. Oh, how I have missed the library!!! I checked the slip and discovered that they hadn't extended due dates (as I had sort of been hoping for, as all due dates for previously borrowed items had been extended until the end of this month.). Not a big deal... but that I meant four books to tackle in three weeks.. not something I haven't accomplished in some time.

But; here we are. Monday of the following week, and I have finished my first read and I am halfway through my second. This might actually be manageable! (Now to accumulate another stack of loans to pick up when these are ready to go back! Two bird with one stone and all that jazz!)

Alright! Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng. This one has been on my TBR list for a while. As any of you that follow this little blog know, I am trying to work my way through all of Reese Witherspoon's bookclub books (with a couple of exceptions that I have very little interest in. Non fiction isn't really my thing!), and this one was on that list. Not a book to be judged by it's cover (as I personally was not intrigued at all by the unassuming cover art on this novel), Little Fires Everywhere will definitely keep you engaged and flying through the pages.

This book revolves mainly around two families, The Richardsons and The Warrens. Pearl and her mother, Mia (The Warrens) are a fairly nomadic small family that move into the upper portion of a duplex owned by The Richardsons. Pearl is a teenager who becomes fast friends with Moody; the second youngest of the four Richardson children. However, Moody fears he isn't interesting enough to hold Pearl's attention; so he introduces her to his siblings and parents. This book follows the relationships between the families as time progresses. Hardships are weathered. Loyalties are questioned. Long held secrets are unraveled.. along with some of the characters in general.

The book starts at the end, and works its way back to that point as you journey through the pages wondering what exactly led to all those Little Fires Everywhere that take place in the first pages of this novel. I enjoyed it enough that my best friend has since ordered it, and will be starting it this week so we can talk about it.. and then watch the series (starring none other than Reese Witherspoon!) together this fall.

Have you read this one? What did you think!?

The Invention of Wings & The Book of Negroes

Hi all. (Whoever all is... IF there even is an all to address lol)

I'm back after quite the absence. I haven't stopped reading... I seemingly have just lost the urge to write. As much as I love to express myself using the written word, I have fallen off the wagon. Does anyone else find it difficult to stay on top of things during this time!? I wake up exhausted most days and would be quite content to be left alone with my books. Stacks and stacks of glorious books!

ANYWAYS. I know I don't normally include two books in one post. But, I don't think I will be writing about the backlog of books I would need to catch up on, so I picked two that moved me that I believe are important reads.

We all know about the Black Lives Matter movement. A lot of us know a little about Black History. Some of us are fairly ignorant... though I don't know if that would stem from lack of education, or lack of interest. The Invention of Wings by Sue Monk Kid and Lawrence Hill's The Book of Negroes approach slavery in different manners. I know it sounds almost inhuman to say you enjoy books such as these. They are difficult reads on an emotional level (even being a white woman reading these books), but I find sometimes they will open your eyes to something more you didn't know about the civil rights movement, or about the slave trade, or racial inequality. Don't kid yourself. These books are important, and have been well researched.

The Invention of Wings for example? Follows the life of Sarah Grimke and her slave Hetty. Young Sarah opposes the ownership of another human, and is gifted Hetty for her birthday at a young age. Despite trying to legally free Hetty that same evening, her parents refuse. This novel is written from both the point of view of Hetty (Handful) and Sarah and their developing and changing relationship as the two grow into women. Little did I know when I picked up this book that Sarah Grimke was a real woman, and that she helped the abolitionist movement. (She was also considered the mother of the suffrage movement!) This book moved me in parts, and sickened me in others.. and that's not an insult to the author by any means! The treatment of another human that is portrayed.. makes my heart ache. I'm not going to share a lot about this novel. But, please do yourself a favor and read it.

(Here is a link to learn more about Ms Grimke - https://www.biography.com/activist/sarah-moore-grimke)

The Book of Negroes was another example of a very well researched book regarding the slave trade. This book had actually been sitting on my shelf, waiting to be read for YEARS. (I really couldn't tell you why it took me so long. Perhaps it was waiting for the right opportunity to speak to me?) This book follows the life of Aminata Diallo as she is stolen from just outside her village of Bayo, Africa and made to walk for three months to get to the slave ships, and thereafter sold into slavery. The fear of this young girl as she is stripped of everything she has ever known and loved will occasionally make you pause in your reading for just a moment to catch your breath. Reading Hill's account of the crossing to Charles Town was like nothing I had ever read before. To put yourself in the shoes (even through something as simple as a novel) of Aminata will have you doubting humanity so many times. I loved this book, but I am having a slightly difficult time writing about it without giving anything at all away. Aminata struggles and thrives in parts. Has things and people stripped from her over and over again without ever losing the part of her that chooses to fight.

These books, and books like these ARE important. Don't hide from them. I look at books like these and think of how far we have come; but with movements like BLM, the shocking treatments of many have come to light. Which makes me think about how far we still need to come. Books like these break my heart... but maybe we ALL need to read books like these and share those heartbreaks so we can push harder to become united as humans; not merely as individual races. Stand beside those suffering. Learn their stories. Break the cycle.

The Orphan Thief

Alright readers!! First and foremost, I should apologize for the prolonged absence of any posts. It's not as though I haven't been reading, but the motivation to follow it up with a blog post was just.... gone. It's been an exhausting time for all of us during this pandemic. I'm sleeping less, stressing more... and trying to homeschool two crazy children. I'm sure plenty of you are in the same boat. It's a big adjustment for anyone. Even after a couple of months, this version of life doesn't feel like the real thing. However! I am thankful that my children and I are back home, and that everyone here is safe and well.

Okay! The book. The Orphan Thief. I will be honest. I totally bought this one after looking at the cover and assuming it was some sort of WWII book about orphans being stolen. Which... maybe it is.. sort of? Vaguely. In a roundabout way.


This story actually centers on Ruby Shadwell, and her story of loss during a bombing in Coventry, England; which takes all of her family, and her home in one fell swoop. It details her mental and emotional strength as she works through her grief at the young age of only 16. Through this novel, she experiences all the highs and lows you would expect during such a terrible time in history. Perhaps even more than you would think. Life continues to batter Ruby in different ways, but, she remains strong. To be like that at 16? I can't even begin to imagine. War makes children grow up far too quickly.

Despite her numerous losses, this is definitely a novel full of both love and hope; something I would assume many were without during those times in Coventry, and throughout England. Peters also introduces a Canadian solider, who (of course) is something of a hero (though not in the traditional sense).

I didn't think I was truly that invested in the characters (any of them, really) until I reached the last few pages. I cried. Something that rarely (if EVER) happens to me when I read. I will dwell on certain books long after I have closed them.. but to actually cry? No. Clearly Peters did a better job than I thought hooking me in on this one. The characters are definitely a mixed bag; but they work. A new family, cobbled together from loss. There is something so beautiful in that. To rebuild what was lost. Not to replace it. To have it as an extension of yourself.

Anyways. I feel I'm sort of rambling and unfocused on this one, readers. But. I'M BACK.

Then Came You

For those of you who despise ChickLit? Close this window and check back in about a week. For those of you that adore those fluffy, feel good novels that sometimes touch on more difficult subject matter? This novel is for you.

In Then Came You, Jennifer Weiner ties together (using a surrogate pregnancy) four women who's lives couldn't be more different. India is a forty something semi successful woman who has reinvented herself for the sole purpose of attracting an extremely rich husband. Jules is a Princeton senior looking for a way to save her addict Father from himself. Annie is a housewife struggling with finances in her otherwise happy family. And lastly, Bettina is the daughter of an exceedingly successful and wealthy business man with her own set of familial issues.

This book isn't going to go down in history as an incredible book, but I rather enjoyed it. Discovering the backstories of these four woman will pull on your heartstrings just a bit as they each struggle to find their place, really. Unexpected emotions (on the part of the characters, perhaps not so much as a reader) unfurl and complicate matters more than you would initially guess in what I would consider a beach read.

My mother lent me this book months ago, during a visit (since I had either finished what I was reading, or forgotten to bring a book at all; which would be entirely unlike me, but still possible), and I forgot to take it home with me to finish. That being said? Once I finished my previous read, I was through the remaining couple of hundred pages in a flash. Weiner's characters are well written, and what I would deem 'real'. You can picture all of these women easily in their different walks of life. Their problems and pasts, though while very different, shape them into the strong woman they all are, in their own way.

I found myself feeling different things throughout this novel, as you relate (on some level) to each of the characters. We have all known someone who suffered addiction that we prayed would recover. We all know (or have heard about) a woman who is seemingly with a man simply for his wealth. We all have family politics we have had to deal with at one time or another. Most of us have felt imbalance in our relationships, and struggled to make things right. The way they were.

If you are looking for something quick and easy during this not so quick and easy time? Give this one a try. It's not chock full of romance (for those of you that are on the fence about such novels), and there are certainly some parts that are fairly mirthful. Go in with no expectations. Let's be honest. It's still ChickLit.

Once again, dear reader. Stay safe.

Something in the Water

No. It isn't sharks.

This thriller was on Reese's list; and I must say that I was somewhat disappointed. I supposed having read so many thrillers makes you a bit more critical.

Erin is set to marry Mark, the love of her life in London. He loses his job, things get tense. They make it through, and honeymoon in gorgeous Bora Bora (you're jealous, right? I know picturing those over the water bungalows, and endless blue skies has me seeing a bit of green lol.) Life is blissful for the newlyweds. Until (you guessed it) they find something in the water. And in all likelihood, not what you would expect.

Between filming her documentary, and dealing with life after Bora Bora, Erin's life (and Mark's as well, of course) is turned upside down. She becomes entangled in things she never would have dreamed of, but finds thrilling alongside her handsome and intelligent new husband. An adventure all its own. Until (of course) things become more serious. Because, let's be honest. They always do in these types of novels.

The first chapter of this read takes place nearly at the end of the novel; rewinds to before anything at all happened, and shows you how it got to that point. I do understand that perhaps Steadman expected to engross readers from that first chapter... and I'm sure that for many readers it had them turning pages quickly, wanting to see exactly the circumstances that lead to that first chapter. For me personally? I would rather be 100 percent surprised by the ending in a thriller. (Which, if you have read enough of them, can be difficult enough without any hint of the ending at the very start of the book.)

Not exactly a ringing endorsement, is it? I didn't hate this novel, I swear. It does make me smirk after reading it to see such praise on the blurb. "Superbly written, clever and gripping" is just one of the brief reviews included. While I cannot deny that the author wrote well, I didn't find it all that clever, or gripping. But, we're all entitled to our own opinions, right?

That's all for now, readers. Stay safe.

The Familiars

From the speed with which this post follows my last, I'm sure you can tell this book must have been a good one. The title caught my eye while browsing the stacks, the colourful illustration pretty much had me sold; and after reading the book flap, I had to read this book. Set in 1612, in England, the young Mistress of an elegant manor (Gawthorpe) is having trouble carrying her pregnancies to term. After discovering a letter between her husband and a physician indicating that if "she finds herself once more in childbed, she will not survive it and her earthly life will come to an end", Fleetwood Shuttleworth becomes increasingly desperate to produce an heir and child for husband.

At the opening of this novel, Fleetwood already finds herself pregnant with the child that could end her life. She feels like a failure. Encouraged by her husband, chastised by her hateful mother, she feels betrayed that her husband would not have shared this news with her. She begins to doubt her worth as the Lady of the manor, of the affections of her husband. She stresses about what the servants and townsfolk are surely saying about her; a Lady of only seventeen who cannot carry a child to term.
When Fleetwood meets the mysterious Alice in the wood near Gawthorpe, things begin to change. The two woman become close, and bound to one another throughout the course of this novel.

You may be thinking that this is not the book for you. Let me bring in the other interesting element that ties this well written novel together - trials for witchcraft. You read that correctly. In case you didn't know (because I surely didn't!), the Pendle Witch Trials are listed among the most famous in English History. This particular books draws in characters that existed in real life, during the time of these trials. While Fleetwood herself is not a work of fiction, there is little known about her outside of that she was indeed the Lady of Gawthorpe. Her companion, Alice Gray? Is documented in these historical works as well (though I won't list anything further in regards to either character's place in history).

I honestly didn't think of The Pendle Witch Trials as being real whilst reading this book.. in all probability because it seems so ludicrous to think people suffered through the fear of these trials and being accused of witchcraft. In some cases, simply for their knowledge of herbal remedies! (If only they could behold the times we live in now, where people are always looking for such natural ways to deal with what ails them! SO many would be tried as witches!) I have read several articles after finishing this book yesterday regarding the trials. There are photographs of proposed sites for Malkin Tower (where the "witches" held their infamous meeting), drawings of these women with the devil, and a fair amount of information for an event that took place so long ago.

As much as I hate that mankind has gone through events such as these historically? They are very interesting to learn about (in my personal opinion. Salem as been on my bucket list since I was a teenager, for that very reason!), and I am sure I will be reading more about the Pendle Witches in the future. The Familiars is definitely an outsider's view on these events, as young Fleetwood deals with her own issues (which turn out, include far more than her pregnancy and impending death), and learns more about these accused witches and the events that brought them to the magistrate's attention in the first place.

I'm sorry to be so vague, readers. If you like historical fiction, and events such as the Salem Witch Trials interest you at all, I would for sure add this one to your reading list. Stacy Halls writes with passion, and while it takes a little bit of time to really get into; once you have, you just want to race to the end to see what becomes of Fleetwood, Alice, and the Pendle Witches.

https://historycollection.co/pendle-witches-twelve-steps-gallows/8/ - an interesting link to an article about the Pendle Witches.

**While the book photo is clearly my own, the other images included in this posy are from a Google image search**

Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine

I will admit; when we were told we needed to be doing social distancing/social isolation, I thought that this would be a great time to get ahead on my reading for the year. Boy, was I wrong! I feel I have fallen behind on the last week! My children and I escaped the city (which I believe I mentioned previously), and are currently ensconced in the safety of my Mother's home. Any of you with small children (or that have had small children) can understand what a trying time it is on a whole different level. We have spent a fair amount of time going on adventures outside (my Mother is in a new build, and there are workers and heavy vehicles lining the street five days a week. So! Off we go to try and discover something new).

Please. Don't think I'm complaining. Though my littles can be a hassle to get out the door, I truly enjoy our little jaunts. Quality time is lovely. It does tend to cut into reading time, however. I also find myself watching tv and chatting with my mother in the evenings once they are asleep. (Again, I am blessed to have this time.) What it comes down to? Less reading time; more family time. A silver lining to this terrible COVID-19 situation.

So. I couldn't tell you exactly what I was expecting from this novel. I suppose from a cursory glance (yes, judging a book by its cover) I had assumed I would be getting some version of your typical Chick Lit. Something light and fluffy, with amusing parts and some sort of romantic subplot. I added it to my reading list simply because it was the first book on the "Hello Sunshine" book list. (Again, scoff if you must; but I have still yet to be disappointed by any of the books on Reese's list). Alright. So, shame on me for judging a book based on the cover alone as to the contents within. I often will choose a book at a glance alone... it's almost like a little surprise when you open it up and get reading.

Anyways! Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine is definitely not your typical Chick Lit. In fact, I don't think I would lump it in there at all (despite having seen it on lists for that genre). Eleanor is a complete loner who seemingly thrives on routine. I was smiling to myself through most of the first few chapters; picturing her looking like Amy from Big Bang Theory, but with a lot of Sheldonisms. How's that for a character summary? Interested yet? Add in a dark past that only fully comes to light in the remaining chapters of this charming novel, and I am sure your curiosity might be slightly piqued.

To watch Eleanor grow and come out of her shell throughout this novel makes you feel nearly proud for this awkward woman. She goes through many changes; physically, socially, and even emotionally. I feel like you wouldn't recognise her as the same woman from the beginning of the novel. The other characters Honeyman portrays bring light and warmth into this story, and into Eleanor herself.

I feel like it is a friendly reminder that none of us in this world are alone because we have to be.. it is a choice on some level. Circumstances arise that make you think you aren't worthy, or that you just aren't likeable; and eventually you think there is a reason for it. We are all worthy of laughter, hugs, and connection. Sometimes you can find that in the most surprising places.

Remember through this difficult time of social isolation that you are all loved, and that we should all be trying to check in with those we care about. The smallest gestures could have the deepest meaning. Above all, stay safe.

All The Missing Girls

Alright. I'm a bit late (okay, a lot) with this blog post. Amid all the craziness with COVID-19, it kind of got put on the back burner. I'm sure all of you can relate, as I have been spending more time watching the news than reading of late. I hope you all all staying safe during this time, enjoying time with your families, and staying positive. We will get through this, and hopefully at the end? The world is a bit of a better place for the changes that have occurred since this terrible virus began its spread.

Okay!! All The Missing Girls. A book I finished a week ago, and have not yet discussed. A thriller written in a completely different style than I am (personally) accustomed to. The book begins in present day, with the protagonist (Nic) receiving a call from her brother (Daniel) indicating that her father (who is residing in a nursing home) requires extra care, and they need to sell their family home to manage the financial upkeep his continuing care will require.

Nic makes the hours long journey to the small town she escaped during her teens, after her best friend had gone missing, and never returned. Making only short visits, and distancing herself more with the passing years, it's as if she both dreads and requires a reunion with some of those she as left behind; many of whom she lost contact with after Corinne's disappearance. 

Shortly after Nic returns home, she encounters her ex (Tyler), and shortly after that, the woman he is seeing goes missing. This book goes back day by day through the investigation, and provides all the answers as to how these two identical situations are tied together. Each character that the author rounds up has their own secrets about the night Corrine went missing; and Nic feels it's only a matter of time until some connection is made and all of their secrets come to light.

Each chapter goes back to "the day before", which is at first slightly disorienting, but I think kept you guessing on a whole different level. Seeing the pieces come together in reverse is a whole different experience. You don't wonder "what will happen next", you wonder what had happened previously. If you are a regular thriller looking to mix it up a bit? Give this one a whirl. While it isn't the most provocative thriller I have read, it did keep me engaged the entire way through.

Once again, dear reader; stay safe.

The Beantown Girls

I have read a few historical fiction novels in my literary adventures. For some reason, generally concerning the Holocaust. I suppose for some reason, I find these books to be quite important, and I feel like we should all have some understanding of the horrors people endured. Many of these books have been loosely based on true stories, and all have been thoroughly researched. (One you must read if you are also someone who shares this interest is The Tattooist of Auschwitz by Heather Morris, which is based on a true story, and is truly, truly heart wrenching.) However! I am not discussing one of those books today. Today, I am sharing my thoughts of The Beantown Girls, which is also a work of historical fiction taking place during the second World War.
This book, however, follows the travels of three women from Boston who have been shipped to Europe to work with the Red Cross as Clubmobile girls. Perhaps you have no idea what a Clubmobile is? I didn't until I picked up this book and read over the back cover.
These girls are essentially packed up in a truck to make doughnuts and coffee for the Allied troops and boost morale. Seems like a simple idea, and one that was likely a great help to the soldiers during a very difficult time. To see these girls (who were all volunteers) put themselves into a dangerous situation to bring a taste of home to the camps as they played their music and served up smiles and charm is something I imagine was appreciated beyond measure during such a dark time for thousands of men.
The protagonist in this novel; Fiona, has volunteered after receiving news that her fiance has been listed as missing in action. After months of hearing no news, she decides that she needs to become a Clubmobile Girl, and get herself to "the Continent" so she can track him down herself. Last she heard, his plane went down in Germany, and she is beside herself with worry and grief. I just imagine the bravery one would need to volunteer to go to the front lines - and the depth of love she surely felt for her fiance to put herself at risk. Her best friends, Dottie and Viv also volunteer, and the three are shipped off to England; where they learn they may never actually make it to Germany.
I must admit, this is the first book I have ever read that had me welling up - several times. You can't help but feel the heartbreak of so many different characters. The loses they have endured; made all that more realistic knowing that so many went through these difficult situations during that terrible war. The hardships these girls face are actual hardships that were faced by Clubmobile Girls during the war (some events actually did involve Clubmobile Girls, and have been fictionalized to include Fiona, Viv, and Dottie). You feel the highs and the lows as you follow these girls throughout the duration of their deployment. The highs will make you smile, the lows will make you really think.
This book has left me very grateful. Although the world is not entirely at peace; I do not have to suffer any of the difficulties these girls faced; let alone the soldiers that are depicted. It has left me thankful; for those that did fight. For the volunteers who put their lives on the line. Who knows where we would be without the bravery of everyone involved in the war effort.
Bottom line here? READ THIS BOOK. Jane Healey really hits it out of the park (in my humble opinion) with this work.

**Black and white images have been pulled from a google image search of actual Clubmobiles**

clubmobile.org/history.html - contains a brief history of the Clubmobiles, and includes more pictures. Definitely worth a look.

The Library of Lost and Found

I believe I have mentioned before just how much I love books. (I mean; I would like to think it's an obvious conclusion to draw from someone writing a literary blog of any sort, really.) I have likely failed to mention how I feel books can bring people closer together. You may be rolling your eyes right now; or you might be nodding in agreement. Either way? This novel The Library of Lost and Found by Phaedra Patrick showcases that exact sentiment.

This book made me want to curl up under a blanket with copious amount of tea, and consume it all in a single sitting. Easily readable, a great premise, and all kinds of kooky characters grab your attention from the first chapter.

Martha is a single, middle aged woman living alone in her cliffside cottage years after her parents (whom she cared for for fifteen years) have passed on. She keeps herself busy doing tasks for others. Always being helpful. Never saying no. She is left a mysterious package at the library where she works one evening, containing a battered book of fairy stories with an intriguing inscription from her beloved (and deceased) grandmother - dated three years after Martha was told she had died.

She brings the book to the attention of her younger sister, who tries to persuade her to let sleeping dogs lie. Of course, Martha can't leave it alone, and the book follows her quest to discover where this book originated from, and who the author could possibly be. She is made whole and torn apart through the pages of this wonderful novel. Your heartstrings will be tugged as Martha unearths portions of her own past she knew nothing about; and as she puts all of the pieces together. You get to watch her go from being a shell of a person, to truly becoming who she really is.

I feel I could honestly go on and on about this novel, discussing favorite chapters, and delve into which character I completely adored.. but I can't give too much away. Once again, a title containing "library" has proved to be a delightful read.

All The Ugly And Wonderful Things

As you all know, I am a big supporter of the public library system. I try to make it at least every week, and it's a place both of my small children are usually pretty excited to go to.

You should also know that I generally have a list of books (mainly accumulated through Pintrest, which may or may not come as a surprise) that I am slowly working through by ordering them from said public library. (Of course, I am adding books faster than I can possibly read! But, I will never run out of reading material, which I suppose is kind of the point!) ANYWAYS! Without really knowing what All The Ugly And Wonderful Things was about, I put it on my order list from the library. If I remember correctly, it had shown up on numerous lists.

The simplicity of the cover spoke to me when I picked it up last week, so I pretty much dove in blindly after barely glancing at the synopsis on the cover of the novel. I personally don't think anyone summing up this book could really do it justice. I was trying to explain it a little to my brother over the phone the other night, and just all of the layers of messed up that the main character was exposed to alone means you can't properly explain without giving the whole story away.

While the narrative changes between many characters throughout this novel, it never becomes convoluted or in any way difficult to follow.

Wavy is a girl who comes from a difficult upbringing. She barely speaks (and even then? Only to a select few.). She will not eat in front of anyone. You can't touch her. Her drug addled, abusive parents have gone above and beyond to give this child what most would consider an unbearable existence. A life she is briefly rescued from when her mother winds up in prison. As most heart wrenching stories go; she doesn't get that reprieve for long.

Time passes as she lives in the middle of nowhere in a rundown farm house with a mother that doesn't take care of her, and her younger brother (who her mother birthed in prison). The resilience of this child is incredible. She is cooking meals, cleaning, and basically mothering a child at the young age of six. And then? A bright spot when she meets Kellen after he crashes his motorcycle near their property one night.

After that point, most of this missive follows Wavy and Kellen's relationship as it grows and changes. She is merely eight when she meets Kellen; a burly biker covered in tattoos. He is in his early twenties and develops a soft spot almost immediately for this strangely beautiful child. He cares for her and it deepens in a nearly heartbreaking way. You would think a book that is primarily a love story between these two would be absolutely repulsive. I found myself rooting for their love... seemingly the only light in either of their dreary worlds.

I must truly applaud Bryn Greenwood on this work. I feel this is one of those novels that will stick with me for some time.

The Hunting Party

A remote location. A group of old friends. Murder. Secrets.

This compelling thriller from Lucy Foley takes place in an extremely remote location in the Scottish Highlands at New Years. A group of long time friends meet up , and it seems almost everyone has a secret. Everyone would have some kind of motive (or at least, the majority of the characters)... depending on who the victim is.

The Hunting Party goes back and forth between the time after the murder to the couple of days prior, building the plot and the suspense. Lucy Foley doesn't actually disclose who the victim is until about 3/4 of the way through this book (though I feel like you've got to know who it is after reading and getting a feel for some of these characters). While I found this book pretty well written, it is again a book where I didn't feel any particular tie to any of the characters. None of them are truly like able; perhaps because they seem either self absorbed, distant, somewhat pathetic or (let's be honest) assholes. I'm not attempting to criticize here.. I feel Foley did this with the intention of keeping you guessing. Which she does quite well.

Some of the secrets that are exposed I had a feeling about. Others were not quite as bad as anticipated. The ones I had a feeling about were pretty awful secrets to keep. I could easily imagine the betrayal each of the characters felt as these came to light. Foley wraps up this novel quite well.. the ending threw out a couple of plot twists, which was refreshing. (Because who needs one plot twist? You sort of see that coming now if you read enough thrillers; am I right?)

The imagery is compelling in itself. The idea of ringing in the new year near a Loch in the Scottish Highlands (for me at least) is one I could only dream of at this point in my life. I could easily picture myself hiking through the pines, enjoying that crisp air. Or looking out of the modern lodge watching the snow that traps them on the estate falls.

Though I am left with no desire to join an actual Hunting Party, this book does leave me to wonder how Foley's other works stack up. (I have already checked, and she has a few novels under her belt already, which is great.) I was entertained through this book; definitely one I am happy to have randomly found in the stacks at the library, as I waited for my requested books to make there way to me.

Fifteen Dogs

You may remember my post from last week showing my public library some love. While I was there, I recalled that they have a monthly book club, so I began looking for the book list. I'm always curious to see what people are reading, especially if it's off the beaten path. Sadly, the list was nowhere to be found. So, I asked the extremely helpful librarian, who procured another copy of said list from behind her desk. The book for February was nothing I had heard of, and I wasn't sure I would have time to attend the meeting.. but I was still curious. Being a librarian (and seemingly all around nice person) she went into the back room and brought out a copy for me to look over.

When she had initially read off the title, I said I would have to look into it; with every intention of googling the synopsis of the book. She seemed to think my hesitation was regarding a completely different matter; and told me the book wasn't very long. At this, I nearly laughed. Though I suppose for many people, that is the first question that comes to mind when you need to be done by a certain date. I shrugged it off and told her I tend to read a few books a month, and was just curious what it was about. (Which is when she fetched [no pun intended] the book from the office.)

The premise of this unheard of novel? The gods Apollo and Hermes place a bet regarding animals being in possession of human intellect, and if they would be happier for it. 

- I wonder, said Hermes, what it would be like if animals had human intelligence.

- I wonder if they'd be as unhappy as humans, Apollo answered.

- Some humans are unhappy; others aren't. Their intelligence is a difficult gift.

- I'd wager a year's servitude, said Apollo, that animals - any animal you choose - would be even more unhappy than humans are, if they had human intelligence.

An interesting premise, and the wager happens quickly in this novel. The fifteen dogs who are chosen have different personalities, and experience this gift bestowed upon them in various manners. As with people, I liked some of the dogs, and grew weary of the ones I disliked. The novel follows each of the dogs until their death, to determine if even one is happy in their final moments.

With such an unusual plot, I was fully expecting to adore this novel. Honestly? I didn't. While it wasn't a bad read, and I was driven to see which god would win (clearly siding with Hermes; I felt at least one of these lives would end on a positive note). The idea of this novel, while genius, seems mildly depressing, and makes you think about the lives of the dogs we reside with (or encounter) and just how their train of thought works. (I mean, who are we to deny their intellect?) After reading this novel, I am sure I will look at dogs differently; even just for a time. 

I think my favourite thing about the novel was being able to truly visualize much of the setting, as it takes place in Toronto; much of it very close to a neighbourhood I lived in years ago, and areas I am much familiarized with. The bar at which the gods begin and end the novel, for example is one I have been to several times (and also happens to be three or four doors down from my favorite Thai restaurant). 

Though this novel hasn't been my favorite read? It did make me think. Which, I'm sure many would say are the marks of a great read. If you want to pick up something that will (in parts) make you question humanity? It's a worthwhile read.

Book Porn... there is no other way to put it. You WILL drool.

Okay, okay. Perhaps the term "porn" is a bit much.. for a normal person. For someone who loves books as much as I do (and hopefully as much as you do?) you may completely agree. It reminds me of a time, many years ago that my sister showed me a book of gorgeous cupcakes and called it "food porn". It makes you drool and want to consume it. Seems a pretty accurate description to me!

You're probably wondering why I'm not getting to the goods.. why I'm not immediately inundating you with pictures of this alleged book. First hint? It's not one book - it's four. Second hint? There are three more books in this series (which I suppose is actually two hints, if you think about it). You may have already connected the dots. Another clue? The author is now the richest woman (last I heard) in the UK. Have I said too much?

For those of you who aren't in the know - I am talking about the gorgeously illustrated copies of the first four Harry Potter novels. Some of you may already have these beautiful editions. Some of you may me going green with envy before I even get to the pictures. And lastly? There are probably those of you scoffing and wondering what all the fuss is about.




Here is just a preview of what is to come as I crack these babies open.




Drooling yet?? I know I basically started salivating the moment I even heard about these being released. Having been a fan since highschool, and being someone that always wants to share the magic of the written word with her children.. I needed these editions to add to my library!! I added them to a Christmas list for my husband years ago, so.. at some point they were bound to come into my possession.

On Monday, something incredible happened. My best friend (who had ordered the first book the week prior.. and had me seething with jealous btw lol) sent me the best text I had read in ages. (Which is either pathetic on my end, or just shows how much I adore books.) Chapters had all of the books on sale - for FORTY percent off. Of course, I immediately went onto their site to ensure nothing was out of stock, and got a rough idea of how much they would cost.

Did I ever have to show restraint by not adding them to my cart the second I saw they were available. But; we are a single income family.. so dropping over a hundred dollars on books (especially ones I have other editions of already) seemed greedy. Oh, did I want them, though.

I mentioned to R that evening over dinner that they were on sale. He shrugged and told me to order them. No questions asked. There isn't often a material possession that I really want, and he knew those were on my list. It seemed so selfish to just order them, so I suggested that they could maybe be my Valentine's day gift this year (which he easily agreed to, since he would have paid fulled price another time knowing how much I desired to add these to my library).

Yes. I am that much of a nerd. And proud to admit it. Forget your fancy jewelry or expensive chocolates. Forget roses. BOOKS! (I read a meme a while ago that had a picture of a girl in a bookstore. I can't remember the exact wording, but it stated something along the lines of guys buying girls books getting further ahead than guys in bars buying drinks. I couldn't possibly agree more!) Show a girl (or your guy!) that you embrace their bookworm. I don't know a collector on the planet that would scoff at a beautiful edition of a beloved book - even one they already have! (In some cases, especially ones they already have!)

Just look at these drawings and tell me it was a waste of a hundred dollars, or that you'd rather have diamonds. It would just go to show me how very differing our opinions are. (For the record, I am also the girl that loves watching sports at a pub, or having a greasy burger or plate of wings with my spouse almost as much as going for a fancy dinner. Though my inner foodie can occasionally win on that front. Bottom line? I am not a fancy person.)

How could you possibly look at this incredible artwork and not want to reside in this magical fictional world?

I could post hundreds of photos and not do these impressive books justice of any kind. The artist has done an absolutely magnificent job capturing so much of these characters and the world they inhabit.

Of course, after placing my order? I immediately googled when the next one is set to be released. Sadly, not until fall of 2021. However, after getting a better look at how much
work each of these volumes clearly entailed for Jim Kay, I totally understood the delay. Which in turn, increased my appreciation for the books. Yes, they are costly. But when you look through them and see just how much time Mister Kay must have taken with each and every illustration. They are worth every single penny. These will be enjoyed by me, and by my children... and perhaps even my children's children... and who knows how many generations? They are hardcovers, so.. with the proper appreciation and care? They will last many lifetimes... or.. that's the hope, anyways.

I can comically imagine a version of my own demise during which my children fight savagely over who will inherit these lovely tomes. Strange though you think that may be? I smile to think that maybe (just maybe) I will raise children who love books as much as I do.

If you're a Potter fan?? Get 'em while they're hot! I don't know how long they're on sale.. but I implore you!! All I can hope for now is that they will hire Jim to next put out equally amazingly illustrated editions of C.S. Lewis' Chronicles of Narnia. (Pretty please!?)

Midnight At The Bright Ideas Bookstore

It feels as though I just started reading this book and I was through it. I devoured it hungrily, waiting for the mysteries (yes, plural) to be solved. Midnight at the Bright Ideas Bookstore is easily my favourite book of the year so far. I must admit, I'm drawn to books with titles that include bookstore, library, or bookshop. I don't know why, exactly. I guess the idea of the characters being surrounded by books appeals somehow. These books also tend to be a little off the beaten track. I've read a few, and they are always a lot different than nearly anything else I have ever read.

Example? Last year, I read a book called The Bookshop of Yesterdays, and recommended it to my mother (also an avid reader) saying "it's just different". She gave me a funny look, but took the offered volume. When she returned it? She said the exact same thing. (It was a good book, and yet another debut novel.) Another I had read some time ago that was also very unique was Mr Penumbra's 24 Hour Bookstore. I'm telling you.. there is just something about those books!

Anyway!! Midnight At The Bright Ideas Bookstore is chock full of interesting characters, plenty of intrigue, and a couple of plot twists that may throw some readers for a really big loop. (One of these certainly surprised me.) Good for book lovers and mystery fans alike, this charmingly layered debut is what I would consider a must read.

I think a lot of what I loved about this book was how much so many of the characters are massive bibliophiles. I think that alone would make this book compelling for any book lover.

"More books?" he said, picking up Joey's dusty Victorian story primer and turning it over in his hands.
"Can't ever have too many," she said lightly.
"Seriously. I like your whole book thing. Just having them around makes me feel smarter."
"Now, if we could just get you to read them."
"No need. It's like free IQ points in every room. On every conceivable surface."
"Glad to help."
"Some would call you a hoarder," he said. "But not me. I call you a collector."
"That's the spirit," she said.

I read that passage a few times, letting it fully resonate. Because it partially reminds me of my relationship with R. I am the reader, I have books everywhere. But, he keeps fueling my addiction.

I don't want to discuss plot specifics on this one too deeply. Just trust me when I say to pick up a copy. If you aren't entertained? I would be extremely surprised.

Library discards

Good morning, dear readers. I'm sitting here trying to enjoy my first cup of coffee of the day. I say try, because my two children have been up and totally crazy since 5:22 and I'm not quite myself just yet. Perhaps a coffee (or two?) will fix that. I have hopes, anyways.

My daughter and I took a trip to our neighbourhood library yesterday morning. Something I haven't done for longer than I care to admit. I have always, always loved the library. At times it has felt nearly like a sanctuary; shielding me from every day life. I have spent many afternoons browsing the stacks, or just exploring a new branch. I am one of those people. If I were in New York? I would be begging my husband (who I know would comply) to make one of our destinations their gorgeous library. (I mean, if it was good enough for Carrie Bradshaw to plan a wedding there, it's certainly got to be any book lover's dream!)

I am also that person who loves the creaky old bookstores, and the musty smell of aging books. I am one of those people that will simply breathe in those pages and announce; "that's a good one". (And once F is in school this fall, look out for a post from me regarding my favorite bookstores in Toronto!! I would totally do it now, but.. the idea of taking a three and a half year old on the GO train, subway, and then walking downtown Toronto... is just not appealing. I long to just unwind in one of these stores [one in particular] and not feel rushed. Not possible with a three year old. Or at least not my three year old.)

So, we ventured to the library yesterday. Something I strongly encourage in my children (which I'm sure comes as no surprise), and something Miss F requested once we were done at the grocery store. Since I was already thinking that would be our next stop? I was more than happy to comply.

I must admit, library visits have changed for me since having small children. Gone are those relaxing times, and enjoying the solitude!! I feel as though I am constantly needing to shush them. To me, a library is almost like church. I was always taught to be quiet once you entered through those hallowed doors. Libraries have also changed. They have toys and games for children now.. which I love as a parent; and simultaneously despise as someone who always found libraries tranquil.

(It may surprise some of you to know that ages and ages ago I was actually considering planning a wedding at my favorite library branch in Kingston! THAT is how much I love libraries; and books. I should also disclose [since I have already mentioned Carrie] that this was prior to having seen the first SATC movie. Indeed, before it was even released.)

One thing that I still just adore about the branches here in Mississauga, is that they are always selling castoffs. Being someone who reads just about anything? I can generally find something on these shelves if I look. Our timing yesterday was just incredible. I browsed through their selection for sale, while F played in the kids' section (which I could view from where I was standing). I managed to find five books to bring home and place on my (overflowing) shelves. Three of which were hardcovers, two are authors I have read previously; and one is on Reese Witherspoon's list (don't scoff, she hasn't steered me wrong yet!).

And the best part? Everything they were selling off was only .10 cents!! Yep. You don't need to rub your eyes to clear them. I paid .50 cents for five books. Even if they are awful (which I highly, highly doubt), I will have happily paid the price. Don't underestimate your public library.

The Cactus

I finished book three for January (and the year.. only 32 more before I hit my 2020 goal; but who's counting?) last night as I sat doing my rehab. The Cactus by Sarah Haywood, an advanced reader's edition I was gifted two full years ago that I never got around to. I know!! Shame on me... what's the point of having an advanced edition if you're aren't going to read it in advance!? Next time, dear readers.. I will be sure to read those editions in advance and share my pearls of wisdom (ha!) regarding said novels. Anyone have a publication that wants to send me free advanced copies? Anyone??

ANYWAY! Sorry for going off on yet another tangent.. I'm sure you have noticed by this point that I tend to do that from time to time. (And this is where I take a second to gather my thoughts regarding my reading opposed to launching into a paragraph or two about my tendency to do such a thing.)

The Catcus. "It's never too late to bloom". I've got to be honest. The cover art on this alone made me want to read this debut. Seems strange, but I have a bit of a soft spot for cacti (honestly - I have catus decals in my living room). The premise seemed interesting enough - an unemotional woman finds herself pregnant (unplanned) and in a legal dispute with her brother regarding her recently deceased mother's will. I expected that after my last couple of reads (which were a bit on the heavy side), I thought this one would be light and fluffy.

I wouldn't necessarily describe it as either of those things. Firstly? I actually had to pull out my phone and google definitions for a couple of words throughout the novel that the main character uses. (Not a bad thing at all! I love to feel I've learned something; especially a new word or two. It just took me by surprise.) I also didn't personally feel any real connection to the protagonist, which is a big change from most books I read.

Don't get me wrong. I liked watching her emotional growth as the novel went on. But, I didn't ever really feel for her, despite the difficulties she endures. (I suppose because I kind of feel like she brought it on herself - don't crucify me on this one.) She appears to be a somewhat trying person. Rob and Kate, as supporting characters, on the other hand? I quite liked and could see befriending if they existed outside the pages of the book.

For me, the supporting characters are what make this book. Susan seems somewhat cold and overly rational, from her relationships, work, even her shopping. Think a less science minded (and female) Sheldon Cooper, and you have what I envision Susan to be like through most of this book. (And though I love Sheldon's quirks on Big Bang, it's the mix of characters that really make that show a pleasure to watch.)

I didn't hate this book. I didn't love it either. I just wish I had a bit more love for "up the duff" Susan.

Book Hunt?

Do you ever find yourself looking through the stacks of second hand books on a sort of reader's treasure hunt? I must admit, the charm and clutter of these shops, as well as the smell of old books provides an enticement I wouldn't know outside the world of a bibliophile. I have been hunting for years now to replace a few books I have collected in soft cover edition with hardback. Which books might these be? I am hunting down a few from Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles. I had purchased them all in softcover in my early twenties, and would scour the used section in bookstores, or even Value Village or other thrift stores in my late twenties (and now into my thirties). You just can't know what you will find.

Today was one of those days. I was on the hunt, my eyes hungrily scrolling over titles, anxious to discover one of those final three novels. I did find some other volumes from this collection. Not the three I was looking for, sadly. But.. there is no rush. Always the silver lining, yes?

Something else did bring a smile to my face as I perused the shelves. Something I already have, but was eager to help find a new home. Do you ever have those moments? It was like I was being spoken to by these pages. I'm sure you're curious to know just what gave me such a thrill? Believe it or not, there were two copies of The Night Circus in hardback!!! I actually had them both in my hands, almost in my cart. I lent out my copy five years ago; and after discussing it via this blog, and with my sister (briefly) in the past month, I have been itching to read it again.

The books (unfortunately) were not in the most pristine condition. They weren't awful by any means; but, I do feel like they were loved by the previous owners. (A much better line of thought than the abuse some people put their books through. You may laugh, but that seriously injures a part of me when I see these things! I cringe! Lectures may be in order!! Respect the books! For the love of God, please!) Anyways! I placed them (with an almost heavy heart) back on the shelf. However, I didn't put them back on the bottom shelf, spine out.

Oh no. Top shelf, cover exposed. I hope they call to someone and find a new home today. Some of you may shake your head in amusement. Some may agree. Who doesn't want to share the books they have truly loved? (If you live in Mississauga, Ontario? They may still be there! Dixie and Dundas location... I'm just saying.)

Alright. Until next time, readers.

The Anatomy of Dreams

Who knew that Dreams had Anatomy? I certainly didn't. Carrying this particular book around for the last week has almost made me feel like someone posing as an intellectual. I had someone basically seem intimidated by this volume when I pointed it out over the weekend. While the language is certainly more complex than in simpler novels, and there are definitely questions about the human brain (and dreams, of course) that it leaves you to ponder; you don't need to be a rocket scientist (or a neurologist) to follow the plot line.

With my last post, I discussed reading a follow up novel to a debut. In this case? It's the other way around. I discovered Chloe Benjamin by scrolling through upcoming reads last year and finding her second novel (The Immortalists) on numerous lists. After following the siblings that story revolved around, I was quite pleased to find it was Benjamin's second book. Because who doesn't get that fuzzy feeling when you first read an author to come across a backlog of their work!?

With this debut, I didn't feel quite as connected to the characters. But, the entire premise of the work they are preforming is very intriguing. Once again, not something I would recommend to those of you looking for an easy read. The plot moves along steadily, and by the time I hit the third part I was partially surprised, and in part totally expecting it (much like the main character, Sophie, it would seem). As someone who very rarely remembers her own dreams, I found the idea that you could essentially be two people very curious - regardless of the fact that this book is a work of fiction. It made me really look inside myself and wonder if this could even possibly be true; though to the lesser extent that these characters are researching and trying to overcome. The question of morality is approached and never entirely disregarded.

I suppose that that's the draw of this enticing work. Chloe Benjamin will be worth watching as she really spreads her wings in the literary world. This book was received with wonderful reviews, and I personally feel her second book had surpassed her debut. Keep your eyes on this one.

https://www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/books/the-anatomy-of-dreams-a/9781982105037-item.html?ikwid=the+anatomy+of+dreams&ikwsec=Home&ikwidx=0 - Although I linked Amazon on my previous post, consider Chapters... earn those plum points and keep yourself in books. Also, free shipping over $25 instead of $35! (And no, I'm not affiliated with Chapters. Unless you count my love of the store as an affiliation. Ha!)

https://www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/books/the-immortalists/9780735215092-item.html?ikwid=chloe+benjamin&ikwsec=Home&ikwidx=0 - And a link to her follow up. Just because.

Let me know what you think if you decide to explore her work.. or if you have previously and just wish to discuss it.

For now? Keep reading. <3

The Starless Sea

Hey readers. Seems I'm on the blogging train today; getting all caught up. I must admit, I procrastinate far too often for even my own liking. I have been thinking about this blog since the tail end of last year, I'm I'm only putting pen to paper (figuratively) today. It's January 21st, and I have already read two books that I haven't been able to truly discuss with anyone! For shame!!

Anyway.

I wrote in my previous post that I received a couple of books for Christmas - I even posted a picture of those two gorgeous volumes sitting on this very computer sitting next to the cup of coffee I should truly get up and refill. *pauses to refill said coffee*

Ah. *sips coffee* Much better.

Once the new year began, and I finished off my final read of 2019 I was finally (FINALLY) able to crack open The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern. Why would I be so eager to dive into this particular novel? Let me tell you - Erin Morgenstern's  debut novel (The Night Circus, 2011) is still the top book I have read in at least a decade. In it she has created a world that one could easily describe as magical. It is the book I have most recommended ever. I even recommended it just this past weekend to the receptionist at my doctor's office. (He immediately ordered it from amazon. I am looking forward to a bookish discussion with him at my next appointment.)

So. Where was I?

About to dive into The Starless Sea, I believe? I think I wanted to see if Erin Morgenstern could captivate me the same way she did with her delightful debut. Did she? In parts, yes. She has once again written characters I just fell in love with. Characters who's pain you felt like it was your own when they suffered losses of all types throughout this multi tiered fictional world she has woven. I journey with Zachary "Ezra" through these levels like I was right there with him, scrutinizing those he came into contact with - particularly at the end of the book with an almost heavy heart. Parts of this book had me just soaring and flipping the pages quickly, hardly able to wait to get to the next page (and chapter). The language is what I have come to expect already from this author.

The mix of secret society, bibliophile, under ground libraries,

and just plain good old fashion imagination kept me entertained. For the most part. As much as I wanted this book to be the next Night Circus for me? Some parts seemed almost disjointed. She weaves a compelling tale, and ties everything together at the end of the novel, but I still wanted more of certain portions. Still unanswered questions in my mind; which may well have been the point.

Would I recommend this novel? Yes, I would. But I feel it doesn't cast as wide a net as The Night Circus (though how Erin Morgenstern could EVER top that book in my own personal opinion I don't know.). I feel as though I would be more selective of who I would recommend it to. Those of you who are more devoted, serious readers? Yes. I don't think you would be disappointed. If you are looking for this book to be a fair weathered friend? Doubtful.

I will leave you with this quote from The Starless Sea that has stuck with me;

"And no story truly ends as long as it is told."

https://www.amazon.ca/Night-Circus-Erin-Morgenstern/dp/1784871052/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=the+night+circus&qid=1579621171&sr=8-2  - In case you're interested in The Night Circus!!! (Also a heads up that a movie is in the works. I will definitely be blogging about that! Cross your fingers they don't ruin it.)

https://www.amazon.ca/Starless-Sea-Erin-Morgenstern/dp/0385686226/ref=sr_1_1?crid=ECF4ZFBT0AU0&keywords=the+starless+sea&qid=1579621293&s=books&sprefix=the+star%2Caps%2C269&sr=1-1 - Link to The Starless Sea

New Year; new me?

It's that time. A new year, a new me; or so they say. I'm skeptical. I don't think people will change with the pages of the calendar as we delve into one year from the last. However. I do think we can propose certain ideas of changes we would like to achieve, and strive to do so.

A couple of years ago, I realized that even though I adore the written word; with two small kids at home, and not a lot of "me" time that I had lost that drive. Do you know what I'm talking about? You just... stop reading one day. No one could tell you why. You don't even know why. And before you know it, people are almost asking why you and books have parted ways. In a relationship with an actual human, you could require a break from time to time. With books? I couldn't honestly tell you why we readers do this to ourselves; but it seems inevitable. We all seem to do it.

I digress.

I decided that instead of a resolution a couple of years ago, that I was going to create a literary project for myself. I found a reading challenge on Pintrest, with lists to cross off as you progressed. No actual titles or authors were on said list. It was simply an outline. "A book with a blue cover" being among my favorite on that particular list. I hadn't been reading much, and 25 books for the year while tending to my children and domestic matters seemed a bit daunting at first. I fell head over heels again for books that year and haven't looked back. People thought I was crazy trying to read 25 books in one year (which I actually thought was a relatively small number, compared to how much I used to read). I made it to 30 books for 2018, and polished off 33 books last year despite taking a month off from reading. This year I am hoping to hit 35 books. We will see what happens. IF you have fallen off the reading wagon? A challenge such as this might help you get back on it.

That being said? I didn't ask my husband for much for Christmas. I think my list consisted of warm gloves and three books. (I tend to favor the library, but these books were written by authors I have loved the works of in the past, so I wanted to add them to my personal collection. It's nice to be able to excitedly speak to another reader about a book and spark that excitement in them by handing them a copy of said book off your shelf. The written word is meant to be shared, after all.) I was completely spoiled; (per usual) but my favorite gifts by far were the books. Two beautiful books (one I was told I would need to order online and have since done so) that I was just itching to get into.

I'll save those for my next blog. You have more important things to read ;) Until next time, dear readers. *tips hat*