A Flicker in the Dark

A Flicker in the Dark was a good read. A gripping thriller with plenty of twists and turns. I feel like if I

had been more in the mindset to read, that I would have flown through this debut novel in a day or two. Instead, it took me almost a week to read. (Which is fine, just not the pace I like to read at.) Nothing against the book itself. Although I didn't particularly like any of the characters, I enjoyed this novel. If you are a fan of books like The Whisper Man by Alex North, I would definitely give this one a whirl. 

Chloe Davis and her brother Cooper are just kids when several girls go missing in their small town one summer. Six girls. Girls they had known. Fear grips this quaint town where everyone knows everyone else. Was it an outsider? Was it someone they knew? For Chloe and Coop? It's even worse than that. Their father is arrested and given six consecutive life sentences. Twenty years later; neither of them have spoken to their father. They both seem (relatively) well adjusted, living in Baton Rouge; though both (of course) have their own issues to deal with. Chloe (the protagonist) is a psychiatrist with her own practice. She owns her own home, and is planning a wedding with her perfect fiancé.

As the twenty year anniversary of the murders approaches; girls in Baton Rouge start going missing. Certain things seem eerily familiar about the cases. Chloe starts reliving flashes of the summer her father was imprisoned as a serial killer. Is she truly seeing parallels to her father's crimes? Or is she over reaching? As the date to her wedding (and her father's anniversary) draw closer; Chloe finds herself digging deeper; desperate to find the killer before he takes another innocent life.

Though I did sort out each and every twist (and there were a few!) before they happened (I went through a major thriller phase - I blame that!), this book definitely kept my attention. I would 100 percent recommend this novel to fans of the genre. I will for sure be keeping an eye on Stacy Willingham after the promise she shows in this debut.

The Passenger

Good morning fellow readers!! Sorry I missed all of you last week! Between not sleeping (and not being too inspired by the books I had read - to be perfectly honest!) and life.. I just couldn't do it last week. But! It's a new week. The sun is shining. Birds are chirping. And I have a run on the books right after this!! (As well as after about 20-30 minutes of stretching.. but, that's besides the point. I am SUPER excited to be able to run again - as those of you who truly know me already know.) Alright! Sorry! All that sunshine and running potential had me distracted; (and the crew of city workers cutting down a pile of trees behind our building probably doesn't help either!) but I'm here for the books now!

The Passenger was the single book I finished last week. Written by a Jewish man who had experienced Kristallnacht, I expected more from this book. While I had thought it would be more about the actual experience of that terrible night - this book focuses on Otto (a Jewish man and business owner) who is essentially on different trains for the vast majority of this book. While this novel does indeed focus on his distress at having had storm troopers enter his home (which he had escaped); the simple prose just didn't capture the intensity of the situation as much as I had anticipated.

The one thing that is paramount in this book is (of course) the attitude of Germans towards Jews at this point in time. The opening chapters have Otto dealing with friends and business associates (non Jews), and even the way these people are speaking to him rubbed me the wrong way. This would have been true to this period in history, and truly sickened me to think that even friends and partners would treat their Jewish counterparts in such a manner. The slurs that were actually acceptable are appalling. And, as a Jewish man; Otto (for the most part) feels fortunate to even have these connections.

As the story progresses; he is refused help by his ayran brother in law, betrayed by his business partner - and even finds himself recoiling from assisting a Jewish acquaintance who appears far more Jewish than he (as Otto is able to pass for a non Jew). Thankfully, he catches himself in such behaviours and makes amends.

I wanted to love this novel. Instead, I rated it a mere 2 stars. I will admit, it was great to read something by a Jew written during the period directly after Kristallnacht took place. I just expected more.

 

Paris is Always a Good Idea

I honestly loved the title of this book. Paris is (of course!) somewhere I have always wanted to travel to and explore. (As I suspect most people who desire to travel would like to see the City of Light at some point in time.) Pairs is Always a Good Idea was a cute novel - with a portion set in Paris, Of course, I hadn't read anything about this book; so that was a bit of a letdown. Haha. This cute romp of a novel was definitely entertaining (and one of the only romcoms I have read that made me cry a little in parts closer to the end). 

In the opening chapter, Chelsea discovers that her widowed father is set to remarry - a women he had met only two weeks prior. After having lost her mother to a vicious cancer, Chelsea has a hard time remembering what it's like to be in love; and has taken news of her father's engagement terribly. Her sister encourages her to think to the last time she was truly happy. Chelsea could give an exact date. Next thing she knows, she's taken a leave from her job (where she works leading a team in cancer fundraising), and is flying to Ireland - the first place she fell in love during her working year abroad seven years earlier.

This novel revisits three of Chelsea's former flames (in three very different cities and countries - Ireland, France, and Italy). With stunning backdrops for romance (including a vineyard complete with a castle!); and work still lingering in the background (because of course there is conflict - including an annoyingly sexy co-worker), this novel made me laugh, smirk, shake my head, and - yes! - cry (though that might be because portions really hit me on a personal level). 

Although I only rated this novel 3.5 stars, I think it might have been that I wasn't exactly in a romcom kind of mood as I read it. (I've been kind of bogged down mentally with books containing heavier content, as well as research, and thought I needed a break. Hence, the light and fluffy read.) This book was a bit of a rollercoaster (and I don't mean that in a negative way). There were ups and downs, highs and lows. If you're a fan of the genre, I'd give it a go.

The Happiest Man on Earth

What can I say about this book? Considering it is written by a Holocaust survivor discussing his life before, during and after Auschwitz? I have to pause to even know where to begin. I'm sure some of you are thinking that this book must be nothing but sadness and anger. Surprisingly? It wasn't. This book (though extremely hard to read, knowing every word was truth) made me feel like I was being wrapped in a hug from my new friend, Eddie Jaku. Read that again. That is what this book made me feel above all else. 

(Funny story before I start is that I had finished reading The One Hundred Years of Lenni and Margot the same day, and had been crying. When I started this one; my husband said something about how he hoped I was reading something happier. When I mentioned it was the story of an Auschwitz survivor, he asked why I read all these stories that make me cry. While The One Hundred Years was a sad story, this hits on a different level. Why do I read books like this? Because the are important. Because they SHOULD be read. One review on the book even indicated that the reviewer thought this book should be required reading! I concur!)

As you can tell, Eddie is a survivor. So, this book does have a happy ending. (As the title - The Happiest Man on Earth - implies.) I'm not giving anything away there. Reading about his journey had me shaking my head so very often. But, I couldn't put this book down. I finished it in two hours, and felt like I'd made a new friend in Eddie. He shares stories about going to school far from his family under an assumed (non-Jewish) identity so he can become a successful man. He discusses his experience with Kristallnacht - something I still have not read about much in books. Although Eddie does not provide the many gruesome details you will find in fictional accounts; his prose is poignant and gets to the bones of his story. 

He tells about his time in concentration camps (yes, more than just one!) and the treatment he received there. He tells of undying friendship and hope, even in his darkest moments. His father had instilled such wonderful lessons about kindness and being grateful that he is sure were tools in his survival. Eddie tells about his losses. His anger. Love. Love was a big one in this book. Eddie reminds us how important family is. How important the friendship of even one true friend can be.

Eddie mentions at the end of this book that it took him a long time to share his story, which gave me pause for a moment. (A very dear friend of mine had a father who was a survivor as well; and that friend mentioned that his father never spoke about the Holocaust.) The more of these stories I read, the more I can understand. These survivors don't want to relive the terror that they endured at the hands of the Nazis. (My own traumas seem so very minor in comparison, and I know how hard they can be to revisit. How they can make me feel.) However, dear, brave Eddie tells us all his story - to educate everyone. To educate the future generations. It makes my heart so sad to know that the numbers of those who did survive are dwindling, and that someday they will all be gone. Let's be educated by them while we still can be. Let's pass their stories down to our children. Let them pass them down. Don't let the stories be forgotten.

(Above image of Eddie is taken from the Sydney Jewish Museum website)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scCvi3vY4jQ (A video of one of Eddie's talks. Have tissues handy.)

Sadly, my friend Eddie passed away last year. I hope he knows how much his book has meant to those of us fortunate enough to have read it. Thank you so much for sharing yourself with us, Eddie.

The Hundred Years of Lenni and Margot

Are you ready for a book that will make you smile and break your heart at the same time?? If you are, The One Hundred Years of Lenni and Margot is a book I would strongly recommend. (And just look at how pretty the cover is!) When I had picked this up - knowing it was a book about a bond of friendship - I was expecting light and fluffy, with some drama in there somewhere. (Because what good story about a friendship doesn't have some conflict, right?) Well. I was not exactly on point with my guess. (Which, in a way? Actually made me love this book even more. It was an unexpected gift.)

Lenni is a seventeen year old girl who likes to ruffle feathers, and spends all her time in her pajamas. Oh, and she's in a terminal illness ward for kids at a hospital in Glasgow. Yep. The heartbreak starts early with this one; as Lenni is already living at the hospital when the story begins. Margot, on the other hand? Is an 83 year old woman with a ton of spunk, who always dresses in purple and likes to break the rules. (She is also a terminal patient at said hospital.) 

The two form the most unlikely of friendships after Lenni helps Margot out of a predicament in the early pages of this book. While much of this book takes place in the past as Lenni and Margot share the most emotional memories of their lives. They hold nothing back, and form an unbreakable bond.

Other characters in this book that you just have to adore include Father Arthur - the priest Lenni visits in the hospital chapel, and New Nurse - a nurse that is never named, but champions young Lenni on a few fronts against the less likeable characters in this novel (Jacky, who is rigid in her rules. But.. I would assume a lot of nurses caring for terminal patients would be!) 

As Lenni and Margot share their stories, they paint their most memorable experience from each year in their lives. And thus, The One Hundred Years of Lenni and Margot. I don't want to give too much away. I loved this book and finished it in less than 24 hours. If you like books that make you cry, take you places, and make you laugh - pick this one up! (And let me know what you think!)

The Lions of Fifth Avenue

Happy Monday, fellow readers! I'm happy to report that I've had a great reading week, and I am looking forward to your comments and feedback! (I must admit, though I'm not quite certain who all of you readers are? It's pretty thrilling to see the number of readers be a bit higher than anticipated when I come on each week! What compels you to read a blog? I'm curious to know!)

My first read this past week was The Lions of Fifth Avenue. For those of you who aren't familiar with the famous pair on Fifth in New York? The title refers to the two lions outside the most famous branch of the New York City Library. (Somewhere I would LOVE to visit one day!) Funny little sidenote is that I have recently read my children a book about these two stone figures - Lost in the Library (which I would recommend for young readers for sure!). The story is all about Patience and Fortitude; Patience goes missing, and Fortitude has to find him. So, I am a bit acquainted with this famous duo. (What I did not realize prior to reading The Lions of Fifth Avenue is that the lions had originally been named after the founders of the library; the used to be named Leo Astor and Leo Lenox. So, you've potentially learned something new today.) 

Anyways!! This book (of course) doesn't really have much to do with Patience and Fortitude (or Astor and Lenox; if you prefer). This book has two connected timelines. The first follows Laura Lyons and her family, who live in an apartment tucked away inside of the library (HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE!??). Her family of four is kept busy. Her husband is the superintendent of the library (and a novelist working on his first book!), and her children are kept busy with their studies. This portion of the books takes place during the early 1900s (if I remember correctly, it begins in 1913). Laura is itching to get back to school. To become a journalist, and write her own stories. (Quite the feat for a woman of this period!) As you can imagine, getting her husband entirely on board is not exactly the simplest of tasks. (Women belong in the home and all that rubbish.) She starts contributing a column to the library newsletter, and.. things go from there. During their residence in the apartment (which does in fact exist!), there is a series of thefts. Precious manuscripts and rare editions go missing.

Fast forward to the 1990s. Laura's own granddaughter (Sadie) works at the same branch of the library. Unknown to her boss, she is (of course) connected to Laura. Information she doesn't think is pertinent; until a series of similar thefts begin to occur. All revolving around an exhibit Sadie is working hard to perfect to draw in potential donors. Her boss doesn't want the thefts brought to the attention of the public (in fear financial contributions may suffer). Cue a private investigator! (Though Sadie - of course! - works on cracking the case herself.) She reflects on the similarities between herself and her Grandmother. Strong, independent women, involved in the literary world who have both suffered losses.

Secrets will be revealed, as both Sadie and Laura tell their stories. I personally loved this book - 4.5 stars from me! (Don't ask me why it wasn't a 5, because I couldn't give you an honest answer.) It had depth, family, heart, romance, and mystery. I wasn't sure what to expect when I opened this book, but, I'm glad I judged this book by its cover.  

**I returned the book prior to pictures this week, so.. stock images from amazon. Photo below of the Lions, courtesy of a simple google search. (As clearly, I have not been fortunate enough just yet to see these guys in person.)**

Under The Whispering Door

Under The Whispering Door.. a book I just finished this morning.. and could probably gush about for a few hours in the right company. TJ Klune has done it again! This book and the characters held within it have captured my heart. Last year, The House in the Cerulean Sea was all the rage; this year? I think he has outdone himself. While I enjoyed Cerulean Sea (and would still recommend it!), this book touched me in so many ways. I laughed. I cried. I looked deep into myself. I wondered about life after death. This book is almost profound in it's simple setting and premise - it was so very much more than I expected.

Wallace Price is an asshole. 100 percent. The book opens with him firing a long term employee for making a mistake. ONE mistake in her ten years of service. As you can imagine, I wasn't too choked up when he died suddenly. (I mean, I knew he was going to - it's in the write up. So, no spoiler!!) What I did see in Wallace (even in those early pages) is that he would grow into someone likeable by the close of the novel. (Which, of course.. he did. No spoiler there either. It would be a pretty crappy story if I still despised him at the end!)

He is collected by a Reaper three days later at his own funeral, and taken to see Hugo - a ferryman meant to help him to whatever is on the other side. (Clearly, Hugo himself can't know.) He's there to help Wallace by answering any questions he has, or even just to talk. Wallace becomes a completely different person in death, with the help of Hugo, Mei, Nelson, and Apollo while residing (if you can call it that when you're a ghost?) in Hugo's tea shop.

Charon's Crossing is more than the tea shop it appears to be. It's a way station for the dead - complete with a magical door to transport them to their afterlife. Full of kooky characters you're bound to love, and overflowing with heart and love - this book is a must read in my humble opinion, and if Charon's Crossing was a real shop? I'd love to see which tea Hugo would pick for me.

Talk Bookish To Me

 Alright. The last read was a serious one. This one was all fun. Talk Bookish To Me is a cute novel that I flew through relatively quickly. Kara is a novelist struggling to write her next book, all while helping her best friend get everything set to walk down the aisle, and prepare for a six month long trip to Italy that she has been planning for ages. Oh.. and did I mention that at a pre wedding event, her college ex shows up? And that he's part of the wedding party?? Even better... that he somehow fuels her writing.. even as she claims to hate him? (We all know how these romcoms go.. she doesn't actually hate him.)

After her friend, and her editor comment on how Ryan is inspiring these pages, she is encouraged to spend as much time with him as possible. As so happens in these novels; Ryan and Kara discuss their past heart break, perceptions, and complications. Oh, and throw in a major obstacle to their love. Pretty formulaic. But, still a good read. The characters were relatable and (in some cases) loveable (in particular the handsome stranger Kara befriends in Italy). 

Kara reminds me a lot of myself, honestly. She can go on and on about books (guilty!), has a comfy chair for reading (check!), prefers to just be comfortable all the time (double check), holds onto things emotionally - guilt included, loves deeply, and sometimes pulls away when she should be expressing herself. She is completely relatable.. at least to me lol. While I enjoyed this book (and think it would probably make an adorable movie), I would only give it about 3.5 stars. I had hoped for more (after hearing glowing reviews!), but would still recommend it for fans of the genre. (MB - there is even a conversation in this one about tropes that made me think of you!) I will be looking forward to additional works from this author.

The Last Green Valley

With so much happening in the Ukraine right now, I looked for a book to read that takes place IN the Ukraine. The first one that popped up (and also had glowing reviews) was The Last Green Valley by Mark Sullivan. This book follows the Martel family as they flee their home; a country run by Stalin and seen their share of hard times. They are forced to choose between waiting for the Soviets, or leaving with the Nazis. Under the 'protection' of the Nazis (as Volksdeutsche), the traverse the dangerous terrain of a country still under siege, not knowing their destination.

The Martel family is led by Emil, a strong man with a backstory that eventually reveals so much of his inner turmoil as he struggles through the journey to freedom he must undergo. By his side are his wife; Adeline, (a warrior in her own right. Clever and hardworking, she always dreams of the valley at the end of their trek.) and their two boys. This incredible novel of perseverance is based on the true story of the Martel family; and the suffering they endure, and the hope they keep in their hearts is inspiring. 

Being faced with bombs, eventful train rides, prisons, and ghosts from the past; this novel will hold you in its grip and never let go. It is hard to imagine a time where this was the life some people had to live - the life some people are currently living as they become displaced people in another country. The cruelty and generosity this family faces in turns gives you light in a dark time; while also dealing with the underbelly of humanity. 

The characters in this novel are ones I will never forget. Emil's vibrant sister Rese. A survivor from the frontlines of Stalingrad who is determined they will meet again. The Jewish friend of Adeline's former boss. There are many smaller stories that tie this novel together into a masterpiece you won't soon forget. 

**photo of the Martel family in 1943. Image is from Mark Sullivan's website. 

The Personal Librarian

Now THIS was a book I simply loved. (Which was great after reading Ten Dead Comedians.) The Personal Librarian is a wonderful piece of historical fiction that I would recommend to anyone who loves the genre; or who loves to read about books. Two things I love in a book - the title alone had me requesting it from the library. (Yes, this is another one of those books I knew absolutely nothing about but had to read anyway.) It had been mentioned on my book groups a few times, which made me doubly excited to get my hands on a copy; since everything I saw was positive. 

For those of you who don't know; The Personal Librarian is based on a true story of a Black American woman in the early 1900s passing for white, who becomes the personal librarian for JP Morgan (an extremely prestigious and important man in his time). She is hired on my Mister Morgan himself to curate his incredible collection or rare manuscripts, books, and works of art to build the Pierpont Morgan Library in New York City (which today is an impressive museum to these works that I dream of one day visiting). Belle becomes his most trusted advisor, and she becomes known throughout New York society - initially as Mister Morgan's Librarian - and in time because of her intellect and clever character. 

There are SO many layers of depth to this novel. As the book progresses, and you learn more of Belle's family history. Why her family has chosen to live as white instead of black. You will learn about manuscripts and incunabula (something I didn't even know HAD a different word for it!). About the civil rights movement. You will watch Belle develop all sorts of relationships - friends, lovers, her professional relationships. You will see her navigate all of these different worlds. Watch her grow and change from the somewhat shy woman she was raised to be into one of the most sought after women in New York (not to mention parts of Europe). You will be taken through parts (though they are small) of the suffrage movement. You will see her lose parts of herself, and gain others. 

I can't imagine living in a time when you would need to cast off your true identity to feel you were being your true self. To take a different name; a different heritage. To create a whole new history to hide yourself behind. To have to take someone else's secrets as a shield to ensure that your true heritage does not become common knowledge. Reading a book like this makes my heart ache that things like race and sexuality were something that had to be hidden. That religion was still a huge issue for some people (especially in the years leading up to WWII and afterwards). This book will make you feel proud that Belle de Costa Green (truly Belle Marion Greener) shone so brightly; and make you feel thankful for what you have in this day and age.

I implore you to read this book. I could (honestly) talk about it all day; but then.. why would you read it afterwards? This book was a five star read for me. Something I don't come by too often. As always, reader - keep on reading.

https://www.themorgan.org/architecture/j-pierpont-morgans-library/library 

**the images included of the library and Belle are (clearly) not my own, and were found through a simple google search.

Ten Dead Comedians

Good morning readers!! Sorry for the missed week last week. March Break was a busy time - we were away visiting family - AND I forgot to bring the books I needed to blog about at home. Oops. I suppose it does sort of work out. I have been SO busy with the kiddos this past week that I would have NOTHING to write about this week anyway (although I am only about 50 pages away from finishing my current read).

Alright! First up is Ten Dead Comedians. My best friend had had this one recommended to her, so.. she passed it along to me (after sending me pictures of some of the sillier quotes from the book). Not gonna lie; while it was entertaining enough to keep my interest? This book was my least favorite read of the year so far. Don't get me wrong. It was different, and had some truly amusing parts. The premise is that a group of 9 comedians are lured to a private tropical island by a comic (who had inspired or touched their careers in some way) under the guise of creating an epic show. Once they arrive at the island, however; things start to take a terrible turn as they discover they were brought there under false pretenses. I'm sure the title alone kind of gives away the types of turns it takes.

I must admit; as someone who once wrote a lot of darker pieces, (which included some fairly creative deaths) that even I was (vaguely) impressed by the imagination required for some of the comics' deaths. I won't give any of them away - although I can't imagine anyone reading this will be enticed to add this to their TBR list. Don't get me wrong. It was quick, and it kept my attention. I suppose for me, it lost some points for vulgarity (I'm not a prude, I just don't need foul language to be a constant in my life or what I read) - and BIG points lost in the first few pages. (Where I almost abandoned the book, tbh.) 

I'm sure you're wondering why. The first comic mentioned is doing improv and calling on the audience for prompts. I'm going to include what I thought was in incredibly poor taste below.

"So, we'll make up a comedy scene right here in front of you. Now somebody give me a place. Doesn't matter where. No wrong answers here. The only word you can't use in improv is 'no'."

"Auschwitz!" blurted out a middle-aged CPA in the back row. [RIGHT HERE!]

Steve blinked.

"Oooo... okay? Auschwitz. Sure! Now can somebody give me a profession?"

"Rodeo clown!" yelled the Executive Senior Vice President of Something in the front.

This is not funny whatsoever. No one should think that is funny. Now - to the credit of the author, (I say somewhat sarcastically) the comic in the scene did refuse to do this. (If he had gone ahead, you can bet every dollar you have I would have put this book aside.) 

Now I'm getting worked up again. (If I recall correctly, there were some other portions of this novel that had anti-Semitic jabs or comments as well.) BIG part of my low, low rating. (Not that it was written all that well either.) I likely still would have bailed, except it was recommended by a friend of mine.

Before I get going on a huge tangent; I'm going to leave it at that. I will not be reading anything else by this author. Get out and enjoy some of that fresh air and sunshine, readers. It's a beautiful day.

A City Of Broken Glass

 So, last week, I promised I would get into some books with heavier content for my posts this week. If you've read my first post for the day? I think we can agree that I have definitely fulfilled that promise. My second pick for this past week was heavy on a different level. A City of Broken Glass takes place mainly in Berlin in the days leading up to Kristallnacht (for those of you who may not know, this was a pogrom against the Jews carried out by the Nazi party November 9-10 in 1938. Jewish homes, businesses, and Synagogues were vandalized and destroyed without any intervention from the authorities. Known as The Night of Broken Glass, it is [sadly] an event that is rarely touched upon in any of the books I have read. (https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/kristallnacht) An event made even more horrific in that firetrucks would stand by to ensure that the homes/businesses/places of worship for non Jews were not damaged.).

Again, I wouldn't give this book too high a rating. (Around 3.5 stars) Again.. I don't think that's on the author. I think that was me, expecting more about Kristallnacht (when, it does claim on the write up that it mostly takes place leading up to that evening), and not getting it. This story starts in Poland, where Hannah has been sent to do a story on the St Martin festival. Thinking this will be a simple holiday, Hannah brings along her 13 year old son. Shortly after her arrival, however, things take a turn. She notices SS officers outside a stable, and investigates; finding countless Jews being held there for an undetermined amount of time. When she encounters someone she recognizes, she has a mission, and the festival is forgotten.

If you aren't a huge fan of historical fiction, but like action and fast pacing? This might be a book you can sink your teeth into. Hannah has false identities (and the papers to prove it), and has a past (and reputation with the SS). She is kidnapped from Poland; thrown into the trunk of an SS officer, and driven across the border into Germany. She (of course) manages to outwit her captors, and (with some help) she hides herself (and her son) away in Berlin until they can escape. 

As is often the case with these types of stories; escape isn't her only mission. Hannah has also promised to find the daughter of her Jewish friend (Paul) who is living in the Jewish quarter of Berlin. This book moves along at a quick pace. There is espionage and romance; hidden compartments and stolen horses; doctors and forgers - all set in the backdrop of pre war Berlin (and all the while, Hannah is trying to be the best mother she can be to Anton). Although I did want more historical elements; I think Cantrell did a wonderful job painting the picture of what it was like to be Jewish (or an ally to the Jews) during this period.

That's all I've got for now, readers. Keep on reading!

The Underground Railroad

 Well, good morning! Happy Monday to all of you. I don't know about where you are; but, here it is drizzling and a bit cool. Perfect coffee and writing weather. (Or coffee and reading weather, you might say.) Especially when you are writing about subjects that are revealing some of the darkest corners of history - like with The Underground Railroad.

Yes, this is the book that inspired the series that is airing on Prime. (I haven't watched it yet, but have been wanting to since it was first released.) Yes, this book one a Pulitizer (and several other literary awards!). Did I love it? Honestly? No, I didn't. I'd say this book gets a three star rating from me. I expected to love it when I first placed it on hold. One subject I usually love books about is the work towards abolition. This one just failed to suck me in like other books have.

That's not to say it isn't well written, or that the story wasn't interesting. It was on both counts. I absolutely loved that it gave more insight to the workings of the Underground Railroad. (Although, apparently much of that was fiction as well - the writer wrote entire chapters about underground stations with actual railways, which is not how the system worked, according to sources as reliable as National Geographic -  https://www.nationalgeographic.org/article/underground-railroad-indiana/ ) I loved the characters who were the conductors at the stations, and hearing their stories. Why they were assisting, where they had come from previously. How terrifying it was to be involved on any level. These people were truly heroes.

The Underground Railroad focuses on Cora, who was born (as was her mother) on the Randall plantation in Georgia. Her Grandmother was stolen from Africa, and died on the plantation. Her mother (Mabel) is the only slave who managed to escape permanently; leaving Cora alone as a stray in an already difficult life. When a fellow slave on the plantation pulls her aside to tell her he wants to escape, and bring her with him, her life changes.

This story takes you through swamps in Georgia, and through many states and tribulations. Telling of Cora's losses, of her successes. Of love and fear. This novel shines lights into some extremely dark corners - doctors infecting blacks unknowingly with syphilis (which actually happened!) while they were told they were receiving treatment for a blood ailment. (https://www.mcgill.ca/oss/article/history/40-years-human-experimentation-america-tuskegee-study). Being offered sterilization as a form of 'birth control' when whites had done the math and realized they were outnumbered by the black population. These things are travesties! And something most of us are completely unaware happened. (The first time I heard about the Tuskegee study [the syphilis experiment] was when I heard about it in a movie regarding civil rights. So, in those respects? I enjoyed being informed (on some level, which led to me looking more into things for myself).

Cora is a strong woman, who is going to do anything to get her freedom. Something we have all taken for granted today; and that whites took for granted even then. It's incredible to read about the dehumanizing of another race - several races; as Colson points out (as not all of the slaves originated from the same country or tribe - something that is not often brought up either). Although I didn't particularly enjoy this novel (maybe I just wasn't in the right mindset?), I do think it is an important read. It made me want to learn more about the Underground Railroad. It made me want to know if some of the places mentioned actually existed. This novel is full of gut wrenching ups and downs. Of graphic violence. It is not for the tender hearted. 

Get A Life, Chloe Brown

Okay. So, I'm sure you're wondering what happened to my more serious reads when you're seeing two less serious books on the blog today. If that's what you're waiting for; I promise I will have at least one for you next week! There has been a lot going on in life; and these amusing, lightweight novels are a lot easier to focus on than something that is complicated. Sorry if you're disappointed! Variety is the spice of life, after all!

Chloe Brown. Well. It's been a long time since I enjoyed a book like this as much as I loved this book. (It was SO close to a five star for me, honestly. Which doesn't happen too often.) Chloe Brown is in constant pain - fibromyalgia - which has caused her to close off a lot of things in her life. She's lost friends because of her limitations. Relationships as well. Chloe is afraid to trust, afraid to feel. One day while walking, Chloe is nearly killed by a drunk driver; which causes her to re-evaluate her current life. She makes herself a list (because, she is super organized and is always making lists - something I can relate to.. the list making. Not so much the hyper organized portion.) to get a life. She puts things on the list she thinks would give her stepping stones to better life experiences.

Her first move is to leave her family home; a mansion that her sisters, parents, and wonderfully eccentric Grandmother all share. Despite her pain, Chloe crosses that item off her list. Which puts her in the direct path of Red - the hunky superintendent of her complex. Initially the two strongly dislike one another. Red has his own baggage when it comes to wealthy people; and Chloe sounds just like someone else he once knew. However, Red finds Chloe (literally) up a tree one day; which is the start of his view of Chloe Brown changing.

Red is enlisted to help Chloe cross a few items off her list. The palpable sexual tension is SO well written in this book - and beware the steamy scenes if you're not that kind of reader. They might make you blush like you're the one being caught with you knickers out in public. (Am I kidding? Aren't I? Hmmm.) There are conflicts in this book; and baggage from the past on both sides. There is a sweetness that borders on too much; but makes you love Red that much more. 

There were SO many things I enjoyed about this book that I placed the next in the series on hold once I got about halfway through it. I love love LOVE that Talia Hibbert chose to write about a heavier black woman with chronic pain - a lead character unlike any other I have come across in this particular genre. (Apparently she tends to write about marginalized groups, which I think is simply marvelous!) If you like steamy, funny books - pick this one up. 

See you next week! Keep reading! 

Finlay Donovan Knocks 'Em Dead

 I must admit something. This is a book I have been waiting for since last year. (Honestly.) I randomly ordered the first one from the library last year, and the librarian who gathered my books gushed about how much he loved it. I didn't know a thing about it, except that it had popped up on some of my book groups, and I liked the cover. The first book was just... fun. It had all of the right elements for me to just fly right through it. Finlay Donovan is going through a divorce with her husband and struggling to write her newest contracted book. While attending a meeting with her agent at a Panera Bread (mmm Panera) she is overheard and misunderstood. The next thing Finlay knows, she has been contracted for a hit on a sleazy business man. How is that for a premise? Have you seen Good Girls? Same kind of vibe.

So, as soon as I was done, I wanted the next installment. Fortunately, it wasn't as long as a wait as it could have been. Because last week, a copy showed up, all shiny and new on the hold shelf for me at the library. (For those of you that are fans of Finlay; happy news! Elle Cosimano has apparently already been contracted for two more books in the series!)

The cover was just as appealing. I thought this book might follow the same type of plot line. I suppose it did... to a certain extent. Finlay still has a sizzling hot cop lusting after her; as well as many steamy shared nights with the foxy bartender. She still has her live in nanny (and assistant in crime, Vero) living with her and the kids. This time, however; Finlay has found a listing for a hit that was ordered on her husband. Together, her and Vero attempt to unravel the mystery of who exactly has ordered the hit; and protect Steven (her cheating ex). 

This novel sees Finlay in fast cars, visiting prison, Thanksgiving dinners, and Christmas trees. Full of all of the romp and sizzle of the first novel, Finlay finds herself even more tangled up in the web of organized crime; all while trying to write her next novel. The pressure is on - will Finlay deliver? I certainly thought so!

Until next time! Keep reading!

Eight Perfect Hours

 Goooood morning readers! I was reminded this morning that it was Monday; which meant it's blogging day! (It kind of snuck up on me! We have a holiday here in Canada, and I woke up feeling like it was Sunday; and that I had an entire day of reading ahead of me before my 'work' was 'due'.) It's been quite the week. I didn't get in as much reading as I would have liked, between home improvement projects, (I've undertaken some plastering/sanding/painting... in basically every room. Which, you can imagine, takes up a chunk of time) and some family matters - I either haven't had the time, or haven't been in the right mindset.

As a result? Only one post this week. (I'm sure you're all just SO disappointed lol) The one book I did read was a random pick from the library that I hadn't even heard of at all. I just liked the cover, and assumed it would be a light and fluffy book (which I definitely needed after the last few books I have been reading, with that heavier content). Eight Perfect Hours delivered exactly what I wanted this book to be. 

Noelle is back from a reunion that went sideways at her old college when she is stuck in a traffic jam. For HOURS. With her mother at home (and requiring some care after a stroke), Noelle starts to panic when her phone dies and she can't touch base with anyone. Cue handsome mountain climber Sam - who invites her to use his phone charger. They spend hours ensconced in his car, seemingly in a bubble away from the real world. Noelle feels something electric between them. 

Predictably, the motorway clears; and they are back to their separate lives. They have no contact information. They live in different countries. Noelle assumes she will never see him again. Fate; however, seems to have something else in store. Noelle's quirky and loveable friends (Theo and Charlie) insist she is going to marry Sam from the motorway. Noelle is torn, as Ed (her former boyfriend of 12 years) reappears on the scene, and she falls into a comfortable and content routine.

This book is bursting with characters you can't help but love. They each have their own things going on; and at the center of it all is Noelle. Afraid to live for herself. Afraid of her dreams, and what she could have been. This novel shows a lot of inner turmoil for something that would appear to be merely another piece of chick lit. You see Noelle blossom and grow; how she notices how she feels around different people, and who truly has her best interest at heart. 

There is a quote on the cover that states; 'Lia Louis has become a must-buy author for me.' (Jodi Picoult) Although I wouldn't rush out to buy her books, (because reading as much as I do could get pretty expensive; and I tend to utilize the library as much as possible) but I will be on the lookout for more of Louis' books.

Until next time, readers - keep reading!

Don't Cry For Me

 Okay. So, I kind of just dove right into that last post without any pre-amble! (Which is so unlike me!) I'm feeling a bit under the weather today; (too many tasty snacks while watching the Superbowl with the fam last night, I think!) and just wanted to get to it. But.. that's not the right way to start a blogging day, dear friends! Happy Valentine's Day! Despite the extreme cold here in the city, I am bundled up and ready to read.. and write; of course. Haha.

When I got home from dropping the kiddos off for school, I bundled up under a cozy blanket with a cup of coffee, and the rest of my book. Just for you guys! I mean, what kind of person would I be if I only reviewed one book this week!? So, I sucked it up (*rolls eyes*) and finished what was a wonderfully heartbreaking novel.

First off? I have to thank my friend MB for sharing this novel with me; as she chose it for her book of the month, and thought it sounded like something I would read. Don't Cry For Me is written through a father's letters on his deathbed to his estranged gay son. That premise alone grabbed at me, because I think everyone has something to atone for at their end. Jacob is a black man who is telling stories from his life to his son Isaac in an attempt to explain why he could never be the supportive and loving father that Isaac deserved. There are scenes that made me angry. Scenes that made me cry. 

Jacob lays it all bare. Telling Isaac some of the darkest secrets of his life, in order to explain who he truly is, and how he was raised. This book is all about nature vs nuture, when it comes down to it. Being raised in the country in the 40s as a poor black man; Jacob is exposed to a different sort of upbringing than his son might understand. Jacob tells stories that shine light on his own homophobia; and on the mistreatment of his wife. While these stories will have your heart breaking; he is telling his shameful, whole truth. After becoming a reader in his later years, Jacob can view his own behavior from a different perspective. 

He is not looking for forgiveness, merely explaining and apologizing to his son. He recognizes where he made his mistakes, and is bringing them to the fore front. Not an easy task, and one that only the strong can undertake to begin with. I highly doubt most people at the end of their road are fully confronting the misery inducing parts of themselves. He is not asking for pity - he says not to cry for him - but he is hoping to lift the burden of pain from his son by acknowledging it.

I loved reading about the growth in Jacob from the time he was a child, to the end of his life. I feel like this book makes you look inside of yourself; and those closest to you. Makes you take a closer look. By no means an easy read - but a truly enjoyable one. The pages flew by. Thanks again to my girl MB for steering me toward it!

Until next week! Stay cozy.

The Last Checkmate

 "Amid the horrors of Auschwitz, a young woman plays for her life." This brief sentence on the cover of a simple paperback is what drew me to this distressing and well written debut novel by Gabriella Saab.

This book follows Maria Florkowska through her resistance work in Nazi occupied Warsaw, her time in Auschwitz, and a brief period of time after her imprisonment. Maria is a mere 14 years old when she is arrested and questioned by the Gestapo in a horrific Polish jail. Following a horrendous interrogation, she is sent (along with her entire family) to Auschwitz; where they are separated almost immediately. Maria is spared, and fights through her grief (with the help of a serene Catholic priest) to survive each and every grueling day of her confinement. 

An avid (and masterful) chess player, Maria attempts to see the moves of her opponents (the guards) before they make them. Predicting behaviors and their outcomes in order to stay one step ahead - and stay alive. 

This well woven story shifts between Maria's time in the camp and a well timed chess game after the liberation of this horrific prison with the guard who has inflicted wounds beyond measure; Fritzsch (who is an actual historical figure - a deplorable human who, according to Rudolf Hoss, first suggested using poisonous gas for the purpose of mass murder [from wikipedia]. The deputy and acting commandant at Auschwitz.)

Saab pulls numerous characters from persons that were actually in Auschwitz; as prisoners (the priest who befriends Maria in her darkest hour), and some of the commanding officers at the camp. Making this account even more realistic (despite it being fiction). Maria faces so many difficulties throughout her years in Auschwitz, and in facing her past in the years that follow. I would move this book to the top of your TBR pile if you are a fan of the genre. 

Until next time, dear ones.

The German Girl

Have you ever been annoyed by those ads that will come up on your facebook page? Like.. (some might say) your phone is listening to what you talk about? (Not that I care, tbh. Go ahead, I'm not all that exciting! Ha!) Well. This book is actually one that came to my attention only because of one of those ads! I have purchased a few books for friends in the US that are from a site called Thriftbooks (which I adore, and the shipping is incredibly inexpensive!), and one day, while scrolling through my facebook feeds, there was an ad from Thriftbooks for The German Girl. The title was one I had never heard of, despite constantly looking at books online in so many forms, and belonging to numerous book groups. Plus, I had a free book on my account! (Yes, you also can earn free books!)

After reading the synopsis, I immediately looked it up at my library (they had it! Yay!), and filled in the information to send a copy along to my fellow historical fiction lover, MB. I let her know it would be coming her way, since it seemed like a book we would both want to read. (She read the write up, and thought the same thing.)

We started (and finished) this novel last week. An incredible debut revolving around a 12 year old Hannah and her Jewish family in Nazi Berlin, during the build up to WWII, as well as her great niece (Ana) in 2014 New York City (who has lived her entire life dealing with the loss of her father in the tragic events of 9/11 prior to her birth). Hannah and her family manage to flee Berlin; boarding the most luxurious cruise ship of its time, The SS St Louis. The author does a wonderful job of describing the conditions of Berlin during this time, and continues to provide excellent visuals as the story travels across the ocean; heading for Cuba - and freedom.

It isn't long before the ship is crawling with word that they will not be permitted entry to Cuba; despite having documentation from the consulate (and signed off on by high powered Cuban officials). The depth of emotion that is explored is unfathomable. Imagine being a Jewish refugee during that time. You have given up everything you own. Your homes. In some cases; even your family and friends; only to be turned away when freedom is within your grasp. 

Decades later, Ana is sent a package from Cuba from her only remaining relative on her father's side. Hannah. His elderly Aunt, who has been cursed to live out her days in a country where she has never felt truly accepted. Ana and her mother trek to Cuba, so Ana can unravel the enigma her father has always been to her. This novel goes through several extremely similar hardships throughout the course of Hannah's life. She herself sees history repeating itself. But, not all those she love stand on the same side anymore. 

Hopefully, more historical fiction fans will grab hold of this novel and give it a read. I loved how it covered topics I didn't really know very much about (such as the refusal to allow the refugees to enter, and more about the revolution - which I had previously only read about in Chanel Cleeton's novels; which as all fabulous.). Although there is seemingly much dispute about any actual learning coming from the reading of historical fiction; shining a light on little discussed topics always intrigues me to learn more. I hope it does the same for you.

Until next week, dear readers. Adieu. 

Yellow Wife

 Alright, everyone! Happy Monday! I'm trying to be more consistent, and get my blogs up every Monday. I hear some kind of routine is good in the blogging world. My Monday has been off to a bit of a rough start. But! After a cup of coffee, some baking (bagels are cooling as we speak), and cleaning up (and after getting another cup of coffee, of course!), I am ready to sit down and share my thoughts. I've got a couple of books coming at you today from my reads last week. First up is Yellow Wife; a book that had been discussed so many times in book groups I am a part of that I figured it was about time I picked it up.

You all (surely) know how I feel about historical fiction by now. Usually, it's WWII related. Every once in a while, I pick up a book about slavery, and my mind is always just blown away. In some respects, I find it even more difficult to read than WWII fiction. (I have no idea why. Perhaps because there is always, always some kind of sexual abuse, and absolutely always physical and emotional abuse.) Yellow Wife is a must read if you are someone who enjoys this particular genre within historical fiction. (I would put it right up there with The Book of Negroes, The Invention of Wings, and The Help - which were ALL excellent reads regarding the slave trade/era.)

This particular novel revolves around the life of Pheby Dolores Brown, who lives on a plantation in Charles City. She is sheltered by much of the abuse directed to the slaves due to her mother's relationship with the owner of the plantation. It is also due to this relationship that Pheby is despised by the missus on the plantation. The 'yellow' child of the estate's medicine woman and her master; Pheby has been promised freedom on her eighteenth birthday.

However, (as you may have suspected) Pheby is not given her freedom on her eighteenth birthday. Instead, she is sold to a slave traitor; and is held for sale at the horrendous jail known as The Devil's Half Acre. (All after a heart wrenching scene in which her beloved flees for his own freedom.) When she refuses to demean herself further, she catches the attention of the owner of the jail, and her life is changed once again.

There is so much in this novel to explore. The strength of Pheby's character throughout as she raises her children, lives alongside (and becomes a party to) the horrifying aspects of the slave trade. Knowing the girls she dresses will be sold as 'fancy girls', she takes down their stories; the one small thing she feels she can do for these young women. There are so many ups and downs throughout this story; loves rises above all in the end (in my humble opinion), though there are even heart breaks within a relatively happy ending. This is a book that will stay with me.

People We Meet on Vacation

If you're looking for a book that feels like a vacation? This is exactly what you're looking for. (At least if you like rom coms with a friends to lovers trope, that is!) I had read Beach Read by Emily Henry last year, and found it relatively entertaining. I didn't love it the way so many others seemed to. But, I did like it enough that People We Meet on Vacation has been on my radar since its release. You know those books you have that just sit? Waiting for the right time to be read?? That was this book. I've had a copy sitting on my shelf since last fall, knowing I would get to it... eventually.

Turns out that time was this past week. Feeling that January blah crunch, and feeling a bit under the weather to boot, I figured it would be the perfect winter read. Nothing too thought provoking. Nothing to really have to process.

This book did not disappoint. It far exceeded my expectations - which does not happen often in this particular genre. (At least, not for me.) Poppy and Alex are polar opposites, and best friends. When they initially meet the first week of college, neither thinks they will see the other ever again. But, on a fateful shared road trip home, they manage to connect; asking all kinds of questions to fill the silence and the time. By the time they reach their destination, an unlikely friendship has formed. Poppy is loud, outgoing, an opinionated. Alex is quiet, thoughtful, and reserved. Poppy is the one that sort of pulls him from his shell.. the person he can be silly and vulnerable with. 

They start to take yearly trips - even when they live far apart. In the beginning, these trips are as cheap as can be. As the years pass and Poppy is working for an upscale travel magazine; the trips become more exotic, more luxurious. But something (and you don't know exactly what for the longest time!) happens on one of these yearly trips, and they just stop talking for YEARS. 

After two years has passed, Poppy reaches out to reconnect with Alex via text. They plan the summer trip. A trip on which Poppy hopes they can mend fences and move forward from what happened in Croatia. This novel sparks with tension between Poppy and Alex as the years go by - the chemistry between them is fabulously written, and asks the question so many times about the 'what-if" factor in a platonic friendship. Amusing from start to finish, this novel has me wanting more from Emily Henry. (Especially if it's friends to lovers - I'm telling you - FIRE!)

Then She Was Gone

Several years ago, I read the first thriller that really grabbed me. I had read a lot of hype about it, rolled my eyes, and tucked in. That was it. Gone Girl officially got my attention, and made me eager to read more thrillers that would have me truly stunned; quickly devouring page after page. If you read thrillers, you probably have that one that really got you on them in the first place. Since then, I have read so many. I still enjoy them; but, they have become fairly predictable after so many years. You'll still find the ones that throw you off, or have you second guessing those finely honed thriller-reader instincts, but you're generally reading for the writing. For the characters.

My best friend and I exchange books every Christmas. A tradition I love and look forward to. I supplied her with a list ages ago, to ensure I wouldn't read the books she was purchasing. In exchange, I would read thriller after thriller in an attempt to find one that she loved as much as I did. (I discovered Riley Sager this way, and we both cannot wait for his next book.) This year, she gifted me a copy of Lisa Jewell's Then She Was Gone. After reading a lot of heavier reads for the year, I figured it would be the perfect time to settle in with a thriller. She had told me she read it, that it was predictable, but that the writing was good.

In all aspects, she was right. Jewell's characters seemed incredibly realistic. Like people you would meet in your day to day life. (Which does make you wonder if everyone is as nice as they play themselves off to be!) Although predictable, I raced through this book in a couple of days to see exactly how all the pieces would come together. How precisely did Ellie Mack disappear? How did her demise come about?

In a way, this novel is a twisted love story. The killer doing nearly anything to be loved. Actually. I suppose, do anything to hang onto the person they loved. At the beginning of this novel, golden child Ellie Mack simply disappears. The police assume she is simply a runaway. Her mother, Laurel, refuses to believe that Ellie would just walk away when everything in her young life is going so well. She clings to the life that could have been; twisting her relationship with her remaining children, destroying her marriage. Then she meets Floyd. Suddenly she feels alive again. When she meets Floyd's daughter, she is reminded of her own missing child, and questions she has not quite laid to rest resurface regarding her own daughter's disappearance.

Although this novel unravels in the way you would assume, the portrayal of Laurel as she rediscovers herself, and her relationships with her family through her relationship with Floyd and his young daughter will keep you turning pages.

Bluebird

I know I've mentioned my love of historical fiction once or twice... or likely several times. One thing I may not have covered with the same amount of passion would be how much I adore sharing my love of historical fiction with people who share that interest. For this exciting read, my closest bookish friend, MB dove in with me. (And let me tell you - if you are a reader who truly wants to discuss a books' inner workings, or character development.. a buddy read with someone who feels the same way is simply an unmatched way to do this. MB and I share a love for historical fiction, and have had some incredibly in depth discussions about those reads; and this book had SO much happening, I was beyond thrilled to share the journey with someone!)

I'm sure some of you are thinking that there is NO WAY historical fiction could be exciting. That the backstory or setting makes these reads boring. (Again, not every book is for every reader! I personally love the detail of these books, and am always thankful to the author for the research and passion they have expressed in the pages they've written.) Bluebird sort of... knocked me sideways. Honestly. The first 3/4 of this book read almost like a thriller with its pacing, twists and turns. You may scoff; but.. I'm not kidding.

This book centers on Eva, a young girl escaping post WWII Germany with her injured friend Briget. She has false papers, files secured in her skirt, and a deal brokered with the CIA. Intrigued? Throw in the fact that this book is in part a witch hunt for a terrifying doctor from a Nazi camp who is experimenting with mind control; and who the CIA wants to use for their own purposes.. and it truly seems as though this is something that could never have truly happened.

Through these pages, Eva learns about who she is.. on so many different levels. The strength of her character, her evolution and self realization is nothing short of astounding. I have no idea how she could have kept herself so composed - though I suppose a bit of a romantic entanglement could help that a touch. Yes, Eva finds herself drawn to a young man she thinks she shouldn't. (Though I was loving and rooting for Jacob through this entire book!) Cameron has developed some fabulous characters, and I felt as though I would have loved a visit to Powell House to share a cup of tea with the residents there.

Although the ending wrapped everything up nicely (and in a way you are hoping for!), it sort of.. fell flat for me; (likely because the rest of the book was so non stop!) which is why this book only received a four star rating from me. 

This book took a few days to digest for me. Don't get me wrong - I would give it four stars and recommend it to anyone who loves historical fiction. Cameron's descriptions of the Doctor and other Nazi party members honestly made my stomach roil. (Her writing has always been on point.) It was also hard knowing that operations such as Operation Bluebird actually existed. That the US (and even Canada, it turns out) have allowed Nazi party members to live in our countries and start over. (I have since read a couple of articles about trying to have such people extradited has failed essentially every time it has been tried in Canada, and that thousands of Nazis relocated here after WWII.) Hard truths can take a little bit of time to come to terms with.

As always, dear reader - keep on reading.

 

The Secret Garden

I mentioned in my last post that I had a couple of books to catch all of you up on from my recent reads. My kids have a PD day from school today, and the weather is far too cold to be appealing. In other words? It's the perfect day to get all caught up.. and... perhaps get deeper into my current read! 

I may have mentioned previously that I have a strong desire to read more classic literature. (Don't ask me why! I don't know anyone else who really delves into the classics. I suppose it's because they simply must be classics for a reason, right!?) My dear Grandmother sends me cheques for my birthday and Christmas each year; and each year I tend to spend that money on books for myself. (Not something I do very often, despite being a big reader.) This year, I had had my eye on a few Paper Mill Classics; and finally bought them with said birthday/Christmas money (along with a couple of historical fiction picks!). One of these beautiful books was The Secret Garden.  I must admit, this is a story I have adored since I saw the film back in the early nineties! I can vividly remember borrowing a lovely copy from a beloved cousin when I was a child.. which I clearly never actually read. (I had a discussion with my Dad the other day about how when I was a child, classics seemed too hard to read, due to the language they used. As an adult who even loves to watch period pieces, this is no longer a problem!) When this vibrant edition arrived, I was determined it would be my first classic of 2022. (Though a re-read of Little Women was also a contender.)

As an adult, I felt a certain magic to this story. The magic of nature and children. Of being social and evolving. I suppose it made me feel... alive in a way that has been somewhat difficult since the beginning of this long pandemic life we are living.

When we first meet Mary; she is an incredibly spoiled child living in India with neglectful parents and no real guiding hand. When her parents (and all of the servants) die in a chlorea outbreak, Mary is shipped off to her Uncle's estate near the moors in England. Misselthwaite Manor is a large and strange house, with a hundred unused rooms. She is waited upon, but not in the manner in which is accustomed. She finds a confidante in Martha, the young and spirited girl who brings her meals. Martha tells her all about her brother (Dickon) and about a garden that has been locked up since the death of her Uncle's wife. 

What could appeal more to a child - even a stubborn one - than a secret? Mary becomes completely enthralled with the idea of the secret garden, and is eager to discover the key and doorway that will eventually change her view of the world. (Along with the help of the kindhearted and affable Dickon.)

There is more than one secret in this enchanting tome. If you haven't discovered it for yourself, I won't spoil it. I will say that this book made me smile, and it made me chuckle. Being the parent of one incredibly stubborn child; I could picture my youngest as Mary, stamping her foot, and thinking she'll always get her way. (Rest assured, she doesn't.)

If classics aren't your thing? Don't fret. Not every book is for every person. Keep on reading!

Once Upon a Wardrobe

Okay. So, I know I haven't written in a while. I have been reading, and I do have blogging to catch up on. However! I finished Once Upon a Wardrobe this morning, and had to sit down and write about it. I have shared bookish thoughts and quotes from this novel with a dear friend of mine already; and I have spoken with my father at some length about it already. It was one of those books. Where I felt I needed to reach out to someone that would understand how it has touched my heart. If you are someone who loves books, you know. There are some books that almost feel as though they touch your soul.  

The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe was probably the first book I truly read and fell in love with. It is a book I have read many times and loved each and every one of those times. I always feel excited when Lucy first discovers the magic of the Wardrobe, and I always with I could be friends with Mister Tumnus.  Naturally, when I heard that Patti Callahan had written a book who's main character is discussing where Narnia came from with CS Lewis, it was on the top of my TBR pile. 

This book did not disappoint. Beautifully written, it invoked in me a yearning to return to Narnia, and revisit old friends. It made me feel as though I knew CS Lewis just a bit. I could picture sitting by the crackling fire with him at the Kilns while he smoked his pipe, telling me stories in a Grandfatherly fashion. This felt like home wrapped up in a book to me. 

When Megs' sick brother, George becomes enraptured by Narnia, Megs mentions that CS Lewis is a tutor at Oxford university (which she attends, though on a different campus). George insists that Megs ask CS Lewis (fondly referred to as Jack) where Narnia came from. Patti Callahan takes you on a journey through CS Lewis' life, and the events that may (or may not!) have inspired some of the events and characters in the wonderful world he has created.

To revisit Narnia through the eyes of a child is a truly incredible experience. One I would recommend to anyone who has felt themselves enthralled with this fictitious world. This book made me eager to pick up CS Lewis' epic works again. (Which I know is around here somewhere!) With mentions of JRR Tolkien and the Inklings, it also put The Hobbit (another of those magical books, in my humble opinion!) on my TBR pile for this year. (Another book which transported me many times to the world of Middle Earth - a book my father introduced me to as a child.) I also added The Inklings to that list (I checked, and my father still has a copy on his shelf, which I told him I would need to borrow the next time I saw him.) and The Narnian: The Life and Imagination of CS Lewis is currently on my list of holds from the library. Once Upon a Wardrobe is a true gift of a book. One that encourages and inspires. A book that holds a little of that Narnian magic. 

Until next time, dear readers.

A line that really touched on exactly how this made me feel.

The Reading List

I've always sort of had this thing for books with titles involving bookshops, libraries, reading, or books in general. So, it should come as no surprise that a book called "The Reading List" should grab my attention. Because, who amongst us readers does not have some kind of TBR (to be read) list or pile kicking around. I personally probably own a hundred books I've never read. It's not hoarding. It's books.

I've had this book out from the library for a while, and almost actually returned it without reading it. I knew absolutely nothing about it, and the cover wasn't really doing it for me. Yeah.. I can be that kind of reader. Don't judge me. Anyway! Knowing I wouldn't be making it to the library until at least the later half of this week, I decided to give it a whirl. You know what? I got sucked in. If you are a reader that has been brought closer to a person, or been seriously impacted by any book, this book is for you.

At the beginning of this book, a mysterious person is seen writing lists in a library. The list is the Reading List; the one this book centers on. Though some chapters will touch on various people who have come across (and been changed on some level) by this list; the story truly focuses on Aleisha (a young woman who lives with her mentally ill and her older brother, working in shifts to care for her while working part time at the local library and considering her future as a lawyer) and Mukesh (an elderly widower who has three bossy daughters who seemingly don't have time for him, grandchildren who don't seem to pay him too much attention, and few friends. He has shied away from life since the passing of his lovely wife, Naina; a much loved pillar of their community) who meet by chance when Mukesh returns a book his late wife hadn't returned to the library. (The Time Traveler's Wife) 

Mukesh has read this abandoned novel, and felt it bring him closer to his beloved. So, when he makes the trip to the library, he encounters Aleisha, whom he asks for a recommendation to continue his journey into books. She is incredibly rude to this elderly gentleman. Has made him feel ashamed and upset. She herself has been given the first book on the mysterious list (To Kill a Mockingbird), and (eventually) ends up recommending it to Mukesh; despite having not read it herself.

These two unlikely characters form a friendship through their reads - as Aliesha starts reading through these books to provide the old man further recommendations. They form a bond by discussing their books; and in time, their lives. 

I loved that through this book, each of these characters could relate to someone or something happening in each of the books they read. Some times you just read something and you have to just... stop. Sometimes because they are so well written you just need to absorb it. Other times, books seem to hit too close to home. This book was the sort of book that almost makes you feel like you're wrapped up in a blanket. It deals with real life issues, and also beautiful illustrates how we can use books as an escape; and also how we can learn from books. Yes, even novels.

This is a book that I feel will never entirely leave me; and one I will be recommending to fellow readers for years and years to come. If you have read this enchanting story (or if you do!) please leave me a comment and let me know what you thought of it! Have you personally been impacted by any of these books? (Little Women is still one of my very favourites; which I am sure I will be re-reading soon!)

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